Friday, December 26, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
from trailer]
Isabella Swan: How old are you?
Edward Cullen: Seventeen.
Isabella Swan: How long have you been seventeen?
Edward Cullen: ...a while.
Isabella Swan: Clair de Lune is great.
Edward Cullen: [Edward spins Isabella around and she gives him a look] What?
Isabella Swan: I can't dance
[laughs]
Isabella Swan: .
Edward Cullen: Hmm... Well, I could always make you.
Isabella Swan: I'm not scared of you.
Edward Cullen: [laughs] Well you really shouldn't have said that.
[from trailer]
Emmett Cullen: This is *wrong*, Edward! She's not one of us!
Jessica Stanley: Bella! Guess who just asked me to prom. I totally thought Mike was gonna ask you, actually. Um, it's not gonna be weird though, right?
Isabella Swan: No, no. Zero weirdness. You guys are great together.
Jessica Stanley: I know, right?
James: Beautiful. Very visually dynamic. I chose my stage well.
Isabella Swan: Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?
Edward Cullen: Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it.
Edward Cullen: What did you expect? Coffins and dungeons and moats?
Isabella Swan: No, not the moats.
Edward Cullen: Not the moats.
Isabella Swan: Graduation caps?
Edward Cullen: Private joke. We matriculate a lot.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: Are you afraid?
Isabella Swan: I'm only afraid of losing you.
[from trailer]
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] I know what you are. You're impossibly fast. And strong. Your skin is pale white, and ice cold. Your eyes change colour and you never eat or come out into the sun.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: The hunt is his obsession. He's never gonna stop!
[from trailer]
Isabella Swan: You've got to give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: I'd rather hear your theories.
Isabella Swan: I have considered radioactive spiders and kryptonite.
Edward Cullen: That's all superhero stuff, right? What if I'm not the hero? What if I'm... the bad guy?
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] I'd rather die than to stay away from you.
Edward Cullen: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Isabella Swan: What a stupid lamb.
Edward Cullen: What a sick, masochistic lion.
Isabella Swan: Will you tell me the truth?
Edward Cullen: No, probably not.
[Bella turns away slighly angry]
Edward Cullen: I'd rather hear your theories.
Isabella Swan: I have considered radiocative spiders and kryptonite.
Edward Cullen: All superhero stuff right? But what if I'm not the hero? What if I am the bad guy?
Isabella Swan: You're not.
[Edward smiles]
Edward Cullen: I only said it would be better if we weren't friends, not that I didn't want to be.
Isabella Swan: What does that mean?
Edward Cullen: It means if you're smart... you'll stay away from me.
Isabella Swan: Okay, let's say for argument's sake that I'm not smart.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: Say it, say it out loud.
Isabella Swan: Vampire...
Edward Cullen: That's what you dream about? Being a monster?
Isabella Swan: I dream about being with you forever.
Isabella Swan: You know, your mood swings are kinda giving me whiplash.
Rosalie Hale: Here comes the human.
[Bella and Edward walk around the corner]
Esme Cullen: [Runs up to Bella] Bella! We're making Italiano for you.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Edward Cullen: Bella, this is Esme, my mother for all intents and purposes.
Isabella Swan: Buongiorno?
Esme Cullen: Molto Bene!
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: It gives us an excuse to use the kitchen for the first time.
Esme Cullen: I hope you're hungry.
Isabella Swan: Yeah, absolutely!
Edward Cullen: She already ate.
Rosalie Hale: [Breaks the bowl she's holding] Perfect!
Isabella Swan: Yeah-it's just that I know... I know you guys don't eat.
Esme Cullen: Of course, that's very considerate of you.
Edward Cullen: Just ignore Rosalie. I do.
Rosalie Hale: Yeah! Let's just keep pretending like this isn't dangerous for all of us.
Isabella Swan: I would never tell anybody anything.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: She knows that.
Emmett Cullen: Yeah, well the problem is... you two have gone public now so...
Esme Cullen: Emmett!
Rosalie Hale: No, she should know. The entire family will be implicated if this ends badly.
Isabella Swan: Badly as in... I become a meal.
[Alice comes in through the window]
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: [to Bella] You are my life now.
James: You're alone... because you're faster than the others. But not stronger...
Edward Cullen: I'm strong enough to kill you.
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] How did you get over to me so fast?
Edward Cullen: [to Bella] I was standing right next to you, Bella.
Isabella Swan: No. You were next to your car, across the lot.
Edward Cullen: No, I wasn't.
Isabella Swan: Yes, you were.
Edward Cullen: Bella, you hit your head. I think you're confused.
Isabella Swan: I know what I saw.
Edward Cullen: And what exactly was that?
Isabella Swan: You stopped the van. You pushed it away with you hand.
Edward Cullen: Well, nobody's going to believe you.
Isabella Swan: I wasn't going to tell anybody. I just need to know the truth.
Edward Cullen: Can't you just thank me and get over it?
Isabella Swan: Thank you.
Edward Cullen: You're not going to let this go, are you?
Isabella Swan: No.
Edward Cullen: Well then I hope you enjoy disappointment.
Laurent: [to Cullens] I am Laurent, and this is Victoria, and James.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: I'm Carlisle, this is my family.
[looks from side to side at family]
Laurent: So, could you use three more players?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [glances in Edward's direction] Sure, why not? A few of us were leaving, you can take their place. We'll bat first.
[tosses baseball at Laurent]
Victoria: [catches ball in front of Laurent] I'm the one with the wicked curve ball.
Edward Cullen: [shuts car door] Carlisle, what's going on?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [sighs] Waylon Forge was found in a boat out near his place, I just examined the body.
Isabella Swan: He died? How?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: Animal attack
[looks at Edward]
Isabella Swan: [glances at Edward]
[to Carlisle]
Isabella Swan: Was it the same one that got that security guard down at Mason?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [sighs, then glances at Edward] Most likely.
Isabella Swan: It must getting closer to town then...
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [cuts Bella off] Bella, you should go inside. Waylon was your father's friend.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
[glances at Edward and walks up stairs]
Isabella Swan: [turns around to Carlisle then to Edward] Um, I'll see you later.
[Carlisle turns to Edward]
Isabella Swan: Look, You gotta give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: Yes. No. To get to the other side. 1.77245...
Isabella Swan: I don't need the square root of pi.
Edward Cullen: You knew that?
Billy Black: [to Bella] We came for your flat-screen. And because Jacob wouldn't stop talking about seeing you again.
Jacob Black: Thanks, Dad. Nice.
Billy Black: I'm just keepin' it real, son.
Eric Yorkie: Cute, Mike. Let a playa play!
Jessica Stanley: [On Alice and Jasper] She's with Jasper, the one who looks like he's in pain.
Rosalie Hale: [after Edward asks her to put on Bella's coat to distract James] Why should I? What is she to me?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [Hands her the coat] Bella is with Edward. She's a part of this family, and we protect our family.
Edward Cullen: I should go back there and rip those guys' heads off.
Isabella Swan: Um... No, you shouldn't.
Edward Cullen: You don't know the vile, repulsive things they were thinking.
Isabella Swan: And you do?
Edward Cullen: It's not hard to guess.
Edward Cullen: Can you talk about something else? Distract me so i won't turn around.
Isabella Swan: You should put your seat belt on.
Edward Cullen: Haha... you should put your seat belt on!
Isabella Swan: I'd never given much thought to how i would die...
Rosalie Hale: [after Emmett catches the baseball by climbing a tree] My monkey man!
Isabella Swan: Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder.
Eric Yorkie: [to Bella] So I was wondering... if you have a- a da...
Mike Newton: [shakes wet hat over Bella's head] 'sup Arizona? How you likin the rain girl?
Eric Yorkie: Yeah, Mike, you're real cute you know that?
Mike Newton: What's sup, Arizona? How you likin' the rain, girl?
Isabella Swan: Everyone's staring.
Edward Cullen: No, not that guy. Oh wait, he looked.
[about her husband, Emmett]
Rosalie Hale: My monkey man...
Edward Cullen: [pointing at people in the restaurant] Sex, money, sex, money, cat... you nothing.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See, I tell you I can read minds, and you ask if there's something wrong with you?
Edward Cullen: If you were smart, you'd stay away from me.
Isabella Swan: Ok. For arguments sake, let's say I'm not smart.
Edward Cullen: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.
Isabella Swan: Then don't.
Rosalie Hale: [Emmett climbs up a tree to catch the ball] That's my monkey man.
Isabella Swan: Everybody's staring.
Edward Cullen: Not that guy. No he just looked. Breaking all the rules now anyways.
[looks at Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, and Alice]
Edward Cullen: Since I'm going to hell
[slips arm around Bella's shoulder]
Isabella Swan: Did you follow me?
Edward Cullen: I... I feel very protective of you.
Isabella Swan: So you followed me.
Edward Cullen: I was trying to keep a distance unless you needed my help and then I heard what those low-lives were thinking.
Isabella Swan: Wait. You say you heard what they were thinking?
Isabella Swan: So what you... you read minds?
Edward Cullen: I can read every mind in this room apart from yours. There's... Money. Sex. Money. Sex. Cat... And then you, nothing. That's very frustrating.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See... I tell you I can read minds and you think there's something wrong with you?
Isabella Swan: [Last lines] No one will surrender tonight, but I won't give in. I know what I want.
Charlie Swan: Did he hurt you?
Isabella Swan: No.
Charlie Swan: Break up with you or something?
Isabella Swan: No, I-I broke up with him.
Charlie Swan: I thought you liked him?
Isabella Swan: Yea, that's why - that's why I have to leave. I don't want this. I have to go home.
Charlie Swan: Home... Your mom is not even in Phoenix.
Isabella Swan: She'll come home. I'll call her from the road.
Charlie Swan: Your not going to drive home right now. You can sleep on it. If you still feel like going in the morning I'll take you to the airport.
Isabella Swan: N-No I want to drive, it will give me more time to think. And if I get really tired I'll pull into a motel I promise.
Charlie Swan: Look Bella, I know I'm not that much fun to be around but I can change that. We can do more stuff together.
Isabella Swan: Like what? Like watch baseball on the flat screen? Eat at the diner every night? Steak and cobbler. Dad that's you, that's not me.
Charlie Swan: Bella come on. I-I just got you back.
Isabella Swan: Yea, and you know if I don't get out now I'll just be stuck here like mom.
Edward Cullen: Hold on tight, spidermonkey.
[climbs up tree]
Edward Cullen: Do you trust me?
Isabella Swan: In theory...
Edward Cullen: Close your eyes.
[Jumps to next tree and climbs to top]
Edward Cullen: [Bella gasps] What?
Isabella Swan: This isn't real. This kind of stuff just doesn't exist.
Edward Cullen: It does in my world.
Isabella Swan: Badly as in... I become a meal.
[Alice comes in through the window]
Alice Cullen: Hi Bella!
[Walks up to Bella and hugs her]
Alice Cullen: Oh, you do smell good.
Edward Cullen: Alice, what are you-?
Alice Cullen: It's okay. Bella and I are going to be great friends.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: Sorry, Jasper's our newest vegetarian. It's still a little difficult for him.
Jasper Hale: Pleasure to meet you.
Alice Cullen: It's okay Jasper, you won't hurt her.
Edward Cullen: Alright, I'm going to take her on a tour of the rest of the house.
Alice Cullen: Well, I'll see you soon.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: I think that went well.
Esme Cullen: [to Rosalie] Clean this up! Now!
Isabella Swan: [Voice-over] Death is peaceful - easy. Life is harder.
Isabella Swan: Did you... follow me?
Edward Cullen: I-I feel very... protective of you.
Isabella Swan: So you followed me.
Edward Cullen: I was trying to keep a distance unless you needed my help and then I heard what those low-lifes were thinking
Isabella Swan: Wait-you say you heard what they were thinking?... So what, you-you read minds.
Edward Cullen: I can read every mind in this room, apart from yours... Just money, sex, money, sex... cat. And then you, nothing. It's very frustrating.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See, I tell you I can read minds, and you think there's something wrong with you.
Victoria: I'm the one with the wicked curve ball.
Jasper Hale: Oooo... I think we can handle that.
James: [Gesturing towards Bella's handheld camera] I borrowed this from your house. Hope you don't mind.
Cora: [Handing a plate to the author of 'Twilight'] Here's your veggie plate, Stephenie.
Isabella Swan: Who are they?
Angela Weber: The Cullens.
Jessica Stanley: They're um, Dr. and Mrs. Cullen's foster kids, they moved down here from Alaska like, a few years ago.
Angela Weber: They, kinda keep to themselves.
Jessica Stanley: Yeah 'cause they're all together, like TOGETHER together. Uh, the blonde girl, that's Rosalie, and the big dark-haired guy Emmett, they're like a thing, I'm not even sure that's legal.
Angela Weber: Jess, they're not actually related.
Angela Weber: Yeah, but they live together it's weird-and, okay, the little dark-haired girl is Alice, she's REALLY weird, and, um, she's with Jasper the blonde one who looks like he's in pain.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [to Edward, when he is attacking James] Remember who you are.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [while Edward is sucking the venom and blood out of Bella] Edward, stop. Her blood is clean. You're killing her. Stop. Find the will.
Angela Weber: Smile!
[camera clicks]
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Angela Weber: Sorry, I needed a candid for the feature
Eric Yorkie: The Feature's dead Angela, don't bring it up again!
Isabella Swan: It's okay, I just...
Eric Yorkie: I-I got your back baby.
Angela Weber: I guess we'll just run another editorial on... Teen Drinking...
Isabella Swan: You know, you could always go for... eating disorders? Speedo padding on the swim team.
Angela Weber: Actually, that's a good one...
Jessica Stanley: Kirk right?
Angela Weber: [in unison] Kirk.
Jessica Stanley: That's exactly what I thought.
Angela Weber: We're talking "Olympic Sized".
Jessica Stanley: There's no way - he's so skinny, it doesn't make sense.
Angela Weber: Totally.
Eric Yorkie: Hey, Mikey - you met mu home girl, Bella
Mike Newton: Oh, you-yo-your home girl?
Tyler Crowley: My girl
[kissed Bella's cheek, and pulls mike's chair out from under him]
Mike Newton: [chases Tyler through Cafeteria]
Jessica Stanley: Oh my god, it's like, the first grade all over again, you're the shiny new toy...
Edward Cullen: I'm the world's most dangerous predator. Everything about me invites you in. My voice, my face, even my smell. As if I would need any of that. As if you could outrun me. As if you could fight me off. I'm designed to kill.
Rosalie Hale: Does she even like Italian?
Emmett Cullen: Her name's Isabella.
Rosalie Hale: Get a whiff of that.
Esme Cullen: Here comes the human.
Isabella Swan: How old are you?
Edward Cullen: Seventeen.
Isabella Swan: How long have you been seventeen?
Edward Cullen: ...a while.
Isabella Swan: Clair de Lune is great.
Edward Cullen: [Edward spins Isabella around and she gives him a look] What?
Isabella Swan: I can't dance
[laughs]
Isabella Swan: .
Edward Cullen: Hmm... Well, I could always make you.
Isabella Swan: I'm not scared of you.
Edward Cullen: [laughs] Well you really shouldn't have said that.
[from trailer]
Emmett Cullen: This is *wrong*, Edward! She's not one of us!
Jessica Stanley: Bella! Guess who just asked me to prom. I totally thought Mike was gonna ask you, actually. Um, it's not gonna be weird though, right?
Isabella Swan: No, no. Zero weirdness. You guys are great together.
Jessica Stanley: I know, right?
James: Beautiful. Very visually dynamic. I chose my stage well.
Isabella Swan: Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?
Edward Cullen: Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it.
Edward Cullen: What did you expect? Coffins and dungeons and moats?
Isabella Swan: No, not the moats.
Edward Cullen: Not the moats.
Isabella Swan: Graduation caps?
Edward Cullen: Private joke. We matriculate a lot.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: Are you afraid?
Isabella Swan: I'm only afraid of losing you.
[from trailer]
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] I know what you are. You're impossibly fast. And strong. Your skin is pale white, and ice cold. Your eyes change colour and you never eat or come out into the sun.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: The hunt is his obsession. He's never gonna stop!
[from trailer]
Isabella Swan: You've got to give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: I'd rather hear your theories.
Isabella Swan: I have considered radioactive spiders and kryptonite.
Edward Cullen: That's all superhero stuff, right? What if I'm not the hero? What if I'm... the bad guy?
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] I'd rather die than to stay away from you.
Edward Cullen: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Isabella Swan: What a stupid lamb.
Edward Cullen: What a sick, masochistic lion.
Isabella Swan: Will you tell me the truth?
Edward Cullen: No, probably not.
[Bella turns away slighly angry]
Edward Cullen: I'd rather hear your theories.
Isabella Swan: I have considered radiocative spiders and kryptonite.
Edward Cullen: All superhero stuff right? But what if I'm not the hero? What if I am the bad guy?
Isabella Swan: You're not.
[Edward smiles]
Edward Cullen: I only said it would be better if we weren't friends, not that I didn't want to be.
Isabella Swan: What does that mean?
Edward Cullen: It means if you're smart... you'll stay away from me.
Isabella Swan: Okay, let's say for argument's sake that I'm not smart.
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: Say it, say it out loud.
Isabella Swan: Vampire...
Edward Cullen: That's what you dream about? Being a monster?
Isabella Swan: I dream about being with you forever.
Isabella Swan: You know, your mood swings are kinda giving me whiplash.
Rosalie Hale: Here comes the human.
[Bella and Edward walk around the corner]
Esme Cullen: [Runs up to Bella] Bella! We're making Italiano for you.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Edward Cullen: Bella, this is Esme, my mother for all intents and purposes.
Isabella Swan: Buongiorno?
Esme Cullen: Molto Bene!
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: It gives us an excuse to use the kitchen for the first time.
Esme Cullen: I hope you're hungry.
Isabella Swan: Yeah, absolutely!
Edward Cullen: She already ate.
Rosalie Hale: [Breaks the bowl she's holding] Perfect!
Isabella Swan: Yeah-it's just that I know... I know you guys don't eat.
Esme Cullen: Of course, that's very considerate of you.
Edward Cullen: Just ignore Rosalie. I do.
Rosalie Hale: Yeah! Let's just keep pretending like this isn't dangerous for all of us.
Isabella Swan: I would never tell anybody anything.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: She knows that.
Emmett Cullen: Yeah, well the problem is... you two have gone public now so...
Esme Cullen: Emmett!
Rosalie Hale: No, she should know. The entire family will be implicated if this ends badly.
Isabella Swan: Badly as in... I become a meal.
[Alice comes in through the window]
[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: [to Bella] You are my life now.
James: You're alone... because you're faster than the others. But not stronger...
Edward Cullen: I'm strong enough to kill you.
Isabella Swan: [to Edward] How did you get over to me so fast?
Edward Cullen: [to Bella] I was standing right next to you, Bella.
Isabella Swan: No. You were next to your car, across the lot.
Edward Cullen: No, I wasn't.
Isabella Swan: Yes, you were.
Edward Cullen: Bella, you hit your head. I think you're confused.
Isabella Swan: I know what I saw.
Edward Cullen: And what exactly was that?
Isabella Swan: You stopped the van. You pushed it away with you hand.
Edward Cullen: Well, nobody's going to believe you.
Isabella Swan: I wasn't going to tell anybody. I just need to know the truth.
Edward Cullen: Can't you just thank me and get over it?
Isabella Swan: Thank you.
Edward Cullen: You're not going to let this go, are you?
Isabella Swan: No.
Edward Cullen: Well then I hope you enjoy disappointment.
Laurent: [to Cullens] I am Laurent, and this is Victoria, and James.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: I'm Carlisle, this is my family.
[looks from side to side at family]
Laurent: So, could you use three more players?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [glances in Edward's direction] Sure, why not? A few of us were leaving, you can take their place. We'll bat first.
[tosses baseball at Laurent]
Victoria: [catches ball in front of Laurent] I'm the one with the wicked curve ball.
Edward Cullen: [shuts car door] Carlisle, what's going on?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [sighs] Waylon Forge was found in a boat out near his place, I just examined the body.
Isabella Swan: He died? How?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: Animal attack
[looks at Edward]
Isabella Swan: [glances at Edward]
[to Carlisle]
Isabella Swan: Was it the same one that got that security guard down at Mason?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [sighs, then glances at Edward] Most likely.
Isabella Swan: It must getting closer to town then...
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [cuts Bella off] Bella, you should go inside. Waylon was your father's friend.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
[glances at Edward and walks up stairs]
Isabella Swan: [turns around to Carlisle then to Edward] Um, I'll see you later.
[Carlisle turns to Edward]
Isabella Swan: Look, You gotta give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: Yes. No. To get to the other side. 1.77245...
Isabella Swan: I don't need the square root of pi.
Edward Cullen: You knew that?
Billy Black: [to Bella] We came for your flat-screen. And because Jacob wouldn't stop talking about seeing you again.
Jacob Black: Thanks, Dad. Nice.
Billy Black: I'm just keepin' it real, son.
Eric Yorkie: Cute, Mike. Let a playa play!
Jessica Stanley: [On Alice and Jasper] She's with Jasper, the one who looks like he's in pain.
Rosalie Hale: [after Edward asks her to put on Bella's coat to distract James] Why should I? What is she to me?
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [Hands her the coat] Bella is with Edward. She's a part of this family, and we protect our family.
Edward Cullen: I should go back there and rip those guys' heads off.
Isabella Swan: Um... No, you shouldn't.
Edward Cullen: You don't know the vile, repulsive things they were thinking.
Isabella Swan: And you do?
Edward Cullen: It's not hard to guess.
Edward Cullen: Can you talk about something else? Distract me so i won't turn around.
Isabella Swan: You should put your seat belt on.
Edward Cullen: Haha... you should put your seat belt on!
Isabella Swan: I'd never given much thought to how i would die...
Rosalie Hale: [after Emmett catches the baseball by climbing a tree] My monkey man!
Isabella Swan: Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder.
Eric Yorkie: [to Bella] So I was wondering... if you have a- a da...
Mike Newton: [shakes wet hat over Bella's head] 'sup Arizona? How you likin the rain girl?
Eric Yorkie: Yeah, Mike, you're real cute you know that?
Mike Newton: What's sup, Arizona? How you likin' the rain, girl?
Isabella Swan: Everyone's staring.
Edward Cullen: No, not that guy. Oh wait, he looked.
[about her husband, Emmett]
Rosalie Hale: My monkey man...
Edward Cullen: [pointing at people in the restaurant] Sex, money, sex, money, cat... you nothing.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See, I tell you I can read minds, and you ask if there's something wrong with you?
Edward Cullen: If you were smart, you'd stay away from me.
Isabella Swan: Ok. For arguments sake, let's say I'm not smart.
Edward Cullen: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.
Isabella Swan: Then don't.
Rosalie Hale: [Emmett climbs up a tree to catch the ball] That's my monkey man.
Isabella Swan: Everybody's staring.
Edward Cullen: Not that guy. No he just looked. Breaking all the rules now anyways.
[looks at Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, and Alice]
Edward Cullen: Since I'm going to hell
[slips arm around Bella's shoulder]
Isabella Swan: Did you follow me?
Edward Cullen: I... I feel very protective of you.
Isabella Swan: So you followed me.
Edward Cullen: I was trying to keep a distance unless you needed my help and then I heard what those low-lives were thinking.
Isabella Swan: Wait. You say you heard what they were thinking?
Isabella Swan: So what you... you read minds?
Edward Cullen: I can read every mind in this room apart from yours. There's... Money. Sex. Money. Sex. Cat... And then you, nothing. That's very frustrating.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See... I tell you I can read minds and you think there's something wrong with you?
Isabella Swan: [Last lines] No one will surrender tonight, but I won't give in. I know what I want.
Charlie Swan: Did he hurt you?
Isabella Swan: No.
Charlie Swan: Break up with you or something?
Isabella Swan: No, I-I broke up with him.
Charlie Swan: I thought you liked him?
Isabella Swan: Yea, that's why - that's why I have to leave. I don't want this. I have to go home.
Charlie Swan: Home... Your mom is not even in Phoenix.
Isabella Swan: She'll come home. I'll call her from the road.
Charlie Swan: Your not going to drive home right now. You can sleep on it. If you still feel like going in the morning I'll take you to the airport.
Isabella Swan: N-No I want to drive, it will give me more time to think. And if I get really tired I'll pull into a motel I promise.
Charlie Swan: Look Bella, I know I'm not that much fun to be around but I can change that. We can do more stuff together.
Isabella Swan: Like what? Like watch baseball on the flat screen? Eat at the diner every night? Steak and cobbler. Dad that's you, that's not me.
Charlie Swan: Bella come on. I-I just got you back.
Isabella Swan: Yea, and you know if I don't get out now I'll just be stuck here like mom.
Edward Cullen: Hold on tight, spidermonkey.
[climbs up tree]
Edward Cullen: Do you trust me?
Isabella Swan: In theory...
Edward Cullen: Close your eyes.
[Jumps to next tree and climbs to top]
Edward Cullen: [Bella gasps] What?
Isabella Swan: This isn't real. This kind of stuff just doesn't exist.
Edward Cullen: It does in my world.
Isabella Swan: Badly as in... I become a meal.
[Alice comes in through the window]
Alice Cullen: Hi Bella!
[Walks up to Bella and hugs her]
Alice Cullen: Oh, you do smell good.
Edward Cullen: Alice, what are you-?
Alice Cullen: It's okay. Bella and I are going to be great friends.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: Sorry, Jasper's our newest vegetarian. It's still a little difficult for him.
Jasper Hale: Pleasure to meet you.
Alice Cullen: It's okay Jasper, you won't hurt her.
Edward Cullen: Alright, I'm going to take her on a tour of the rest of the house.
Alice Cullen: Well, I'll see you soon.
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: I think that went well.
Esme Cullen: [to Rosalie] Clean this up! Now!
Isabella Swan: [Voice-over] Death is peaceful - easy. Life is harder.
Isabella Swan: Did you... follow me?
Edward Cullen: I-I feel very... protective of you.
Isabella Swan: So you followed me.
Edward Cullen: I was trying to keep a distance unless you needed my help and then I heard what those low-lifes were thinking
Isabella Swan: Wait-you say you heard what they were thinking?... So what, you-you read minds.
Edward Cullen: I can read every mind in this room, apart from yours... Just money, sex, money, sex... cat. And then you, nothing. It's very frustrating.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See, I tell you I can read minds, and you think there's something wrong with you.
Victoria: I'm the one with the wicked curve ball.
Jasper Hale: Oooo... I think we can handle that.
James: [Gesturing towards Bella's handheld camera] I borrowed this from your house. Hope you don't mind.
Cora: [Handing a plate to the author of 'Twilight'] Here's your veggie plate, Stephenie.
Isabella Swan: Who are they?
Angela Weber: The Cullens.
Jessica Stanley: They're um, Dr. and Mrs. Cullen's foster kids, they moved down here from Alaska like, a few years ago.
Angela Weber: They, kinda keep to themselves.
Jessica Stanley: Yeah 'cause they're all together, like TOGETHER together. Uh, the blonde girl, that's Rosalie, and the big dark-haired guy Emmett, they're like a thing, I'm not even sure that's legal.
Angela Weber: Jess, they're not actually related.
Angela Weber: Yeah, but they live together it's weird-and, okay, the little dark-haired girl is Alice, she's REALLY weird, and, um, she's with Jasper the blonde one who looks like he's in pain.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [to Edward, when he is attacking James] Remember who you are.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: [while Edward is sucking the venom and blood out of Bella] Edward, stop. Her blood is clean. You're killing her. Stop. Find the will.
Angela Weber: Smile!
[camera clicks]
Isabella Swan: Okay.
Angela Weber: Sorry, I needed a candid for the feature
Eric Yorkie: The Feature's dead Angela, don't bring it up again!
Isabella Swan: It's okay, I just...
Eric Yorkie: I-I got your back baby.
Angela Weber: I guess we'll just run another editorial on... Teen Drinking...
Isabella Swan: You know, you could always go for... eating disorders? Speedo padding on the swim team.
Angela Weber: Actually, that's a good one...
Jessica Stanley: Kirk right?
Angela Weber: [in unison] Kirk.
Jessica Stanley: That's exactly what I thought.
Angela Weber: We're talking "Olympic Sized".
Jessica Stanley: There's no way - he's so skinny, it doesn't make sense.
Angela Weber: Totally.
Eric Yorkie: Hey, Mikey - you met mu home girl, Bella
Mike Newton: Oh, you-yo-your home girl?
Tyler Crowley: My girl
[kissed Bella's cheek, and pulls mike's chair out from under him]
Mike Newton: [chases Tyler through Cafeteria]
Jessica Stanley: Oh my god, it's like, the first grade all over again, you're the shiny new toy...
Edward Cullen: I'm the world's most dangerous predator. Everything about me invites you in. My voice, my face, even my smell. As if I would need any of that. As if you could outrun me. As if you could fight me off. I'm designed to kill.
Rosalie Hale: Does she even like Italian?
Emmett Cullen: Her name's Isabella.
Rosalie Hale: Get a whiff of that.
Esme Cullen: Here comes the human.
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Twilght
twilight..
Edward: "if i could dream at all, it would be about you, and I'm not ashamed of it."
Bella: "it's an off day when somebody doesn't tell me how edible i smell."
Bella: "it's an off day when somebody doesn't tell me how edible i smell."
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Twlight
Monday, December 1, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Halloween Night
haha.. 1st time ito sa office pero ng enjoy kami.. :) at least nakapag decorate naman kami sa stations namin at hindi xa ng mukhang boring..
Categories
life; work
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Heroes
waaahh napapagod na ako mg download ng episodes.. :)
at work?.. kapagod ang OT.. may issues n naman kanina at may mga "The WHO" pa.. haha, tawa lang kami ng tawa kanina.. at nakakainis kz ngkaron ako ng security order hindi ko pa naman alam kung pano gawin un.. ang alam ko lang kase eh ung wholesaler ako sa email.. kahit na manula ang ginagwa ko lagi.. :)
hmm,, addict n yata ako sa jolly hotdog two days ko na kinakain every break, gusto sana namin ng wendy's kaso kakahiya pumasok ng ibang building lahit dun ako ngwwork dati.. kase naman ang pantry namin eh palpak..
at work?.. kapagod ang OT.. may issues n naman kanina at may mga "The WHO" pa.. haha, tawa lang kami ng tawa kanina.. at nakakainis kz ngkaron ako ng security order hindi ko pa naman alam kung pano gawin un.. ang alam ko lang kase eh ung wholesaler ako sa email.. kahit na manula ang ginagwa ko lagi.. :)
hmm,, addict n yata ako sa jolly hotdog two days ko na kinakain every break, gusto sana namin ng wendy's kaso kakahiya pumasok ng ibang building lahit dun ako ngwwork dati.. kase naman ang pantry namin eh palpak..
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life
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
visit this link.. this is cute!!! :)
http://www.tsgnet.com/pres.php?id=46832&altf=Boof1Nju9z&altl=Ef1Hv9nbo
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cute
at work...
what's new?.. busy pa rin sa work.. hay.. kanina muntik pa ako mawalan ng attendance nung Oct 6, wala daw ako log in at badge.. buti nalang may proof ang TL ko na present ako on that day.. whew..! mamaya mag overtime kami ng 2 hours.. aga ko tuloy papasok 7pm.. aantukin n naman ako hehehe.. marami pa ako gusto sabihin pero dun na lang sa isa ko pang blog site.. :)
Categories
emo
Saturday, October 11, 2008
time?
why waste time.. nawalan na nga ng pride?.... bat hintay ka prin ng hintay?.. may nangyyari ba?.. bat ngtitiyaga ka pa?.. pinapahalagahan ka ba?.. let it go or let go?.. hndi ka nman maiintindihan?... "oo i understand" pro hndi mo nman nakikita kz gagwain prin nila... so stupid!!!!
Categories
emo
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
pichi is BACK!
pichi pichi we missed you.. nawala ka lang ang luwag sa office hehehe... pati ang lamig lamig wala ako katabi... :) Thanks sa pasalubong.. gusto ko sana danggit eh.. hahahaha at ung malaking mangga dati na parang pipino.. pagtimpla mo lit ako ng masarap na coffee.. wala kmi mainom ni malyn na coffee ng starbucks tuloy kmi.. see you sa office.. at mgkulitan tayo.. Gossip girls.. :)
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friends
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
switchy
ang ganda ganda na ni switchy.. bago ang lights naka HID na xa.. hehehe.. pati bago na rin ang park light color blue na.. and ngpalagay na rin ng bola na rin pra mabilis.. hehehehe :) sayang wla pa xa picture.. kz kulang pa ng stickers!!! pro soon mgppost ako..
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mio; yamaha
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
promotion?...
hay.. mppromote na sana ang bf ko.. naging selfish nga lang ako..
ng apply for a Tl position ang bf ko, magaling naman xa, lam ko n may possibility na ma-promote xa.. the consequence is.. mapapalayo ako sknia.. kz hndi pwedeng mgksma kz sa isang Team at mgrereport sknia.. so pag n promote xa, kailangan ko lumipat ngibang dept.. kinausap nrin ako ng OM nmin at ng DGM nmin.. i told them na "ayaw ko xa ma palayo skin" but i never said na "ayaw ko xa mpromote" magkaiba un.. im just saying my side pro wla ako cnabi na sundin nila ako.. oo lam ko its work, pro ang akin lang ayaw ko nman na makalimutan nia ako at i take for granted.. palagi n nga ako 2nd option.. cnasabi nila i dont trust him daw.. i trust him, un lang mas gsto ko ung prevention ang dami kz tukso sa office, kung ung may asawa nga nilalandi nila.. pti ngcompare din ako ng ibang tao.. na bkit pag sila pwede at kmi ay hndi.. ok lang sna if it would be fair at implement sa lahat eh..
well, in the end hindi rin xa npromote bcuz of me.. kz daw ako daw ang ng hold.. and now sobrang sumama ang loob ng bf ko skin.. at intindihin ko daw xa.. i know may kasalanan din ako.. ginawa nia un pra skin.. and now he is asking kung pwede lit xa mgapply.. sa iba account naman if my opening.. sabi ko cge, pro wg nia sna ako kalimutan.. na sna sabay prin kmi mgbbreak.. mgllunch.. sana maisip prin nia ako.. ayaw ko kz ung cge npromote xa tas bglang mgbabago.. nung friday nga lang, 3x sila ng meeting although hndi xa npromote at hndi xa TL.. hndi kmi mxado ng usap.. at nung ngbreak kmi.. busog n daw xa.. cnu ba nman ang gaganahan kumain non.. prang kumain ka lang mgisa.. oo cnamahan nmn nia ako.. pro iba eh.. hndi na tulad ng dati.. kya nkakatakot.. wla lang..
hay.. cge papayag n ako.. maging msaya lang xa.. lahat ng sama ng loob kakayanin ko itago..
ng apply for a Tl position ang bf ko, magaling naman xa, lam ko n may possibility na ma-promote xa.. the consequence is.. mapapalayo ako sknia.. kz hndi pwedeng mgksma kz sa isang Team at mgrereport sknia.. so pag n promote xa, kailangan ko lumipat ngibang dept.. kinausap nrin ako ng OM nmin at ng DGM nmin.. i told them na "ayaw ko xa ma palayo skin" but i never said na "ayaw ko xa mpromote" magkaiba un.. im just saying my side pro wla ako cnabi na sundin nila ako.. oo lam ko its work, pro ang akin lang ayaw ko nman na makalimutan nia ako at i take for granted.. palagi n nga ako 2nd option.. cnasabi nila i dont trust him daw.. i trust him, un lang mas gsto ko ung prevention ang dami kz tukso sa office, kung ung may asawa nga nilalandi nila.. pti ngcompare din ako ng ibang tao.. na bkit pag sila pwede at kmi ay hndi.. ok lang sna if it would be fair at implement sa lahat eh..
well, in the end hindi rin xa npromote bcuz of me.. kz daw ako daw ang ng hold.. and now sobrang sumama ang loob ng bf ko skin.. at intindihin ko daw xa.. i know may kasalanan din ako.. ginawa nia un pra skin.. and now he is asking kung pwede lit xa mgapply.. sa iba account naman if my opening.. sabi ko cge, pro wg nia sna ako kalimutan.. na sna sabay prin kmi mgbbreak.. mgllunch.. sana maisip prin nia ako.. ayaw ko kz ung cge npromote xa tas bglang mgbabago.. nung friday nga lang, 3x sila ng meeting although hndi xa npromote at hndi xa TL.. hndi kmi mxado ng usap.. at nung ngbreak kmi.. busog n daw xa.. cnu ba nman ang gaganahan kumain non.. prang kumain ka lang mgisa.. oo cnamahan nmn nia ako.. pro iba eh.. hndi na tulad ng dati.. kya nkakatakot.. wla lang..
hay.. cge papayag n ako.. maging msaya lang xa.. lahat ng sama ng loob kakayanin ko itago..
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
my breakfast / Icebergs
here's my breakfast.. actually eto nalang kinakain ko for the whole day na.. wala talaga ako gana kumain.. kaya ng leave din muna ako sa work.. im too skinny na..

... kaya eto.. i don't like milk pero kailangan ko.. kaya cereals na lang hehe.. Love cereals!! :) pinuntahan ako ni switch today.. xempre namiss ko siya kahit hindi siya ngttxt.. dito ko na siya pinatulog at may work pa ng gabi.. aun sarap ng tulog niya deretso lang at hindi putol putol..
@5pm ng punta kami ng pavi para kumain sa icebergs.. kasama namin mom and dad ko..








... kaya eto.. i don't like milk pero kailangan ko.. kaya cereals na lang hehe.. Love cereals!! :) pinuntahan ako ni switch today.. xempre namiss ko siya kahit hindi siya ngttxt.. dito ko na siya pinatulog at may work pa ng gabi.. aun sarap ng tulog niya deretso lang at hindi putol putol..
@5pm ng punta kami ng pavi para kumain sa icebergs.. kasama namin mom and dad ko..








Thursday, June 19, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
no messages?
naka tulog lang ako... kz mg ggrocery xa... pag gising ko wla ako narereceive na messages?... ganun ba talaga pag malayo?.. kase i'm on leave for four days?.. pro cge lang im alright.. i need to be happy, mgsmile nalang ako... may reason namn siguro...
Feeling For YOU
Thinking of all the pain
you are going through
Looking at your picture
and what a lovely view
So many mysteries surrounding
and I have no clue
The thought of you
suffering is killing me too
It's a volcano boiling
with pain and anger for you
Tears drop from your eyes
cover me with morning's dew
Sitting on the floor and still
thinking it's not true
Trying to reason with my senses
and what I already knew
What happened to you?
I feel as if I'm
with someone new
Tell me baby if our hearts
still beating one rhythm not two
I long to be with you
to share your pain
and be inside your shoe
Sitting outside listening
to the birds and wishing
to be with you
Hoping to find a way to free
your heart and soul
from your taboo
With each thought your love
within my heart
blossomed and grew
So many thoughts provoking ideas
familiar only with few
Patience is a virtue
let the days show
What our love can do
Feeling For YOU
Thinking of all the pain
you are going through
Looking at your picture
and what a lovely view
So many mysteries surrounding
and I have no clue
The thought of you
suffering is killing me too
It's a volcano boiling
with pain and anger for you
Tears drop from your eyes
cover me with morning's dew
Sitting on the floor and still
thinking it's not true
Trying to reason with my senses
and what I already knew
What happened to you?
I feel as if I'm
with someone new
Tell me baby if our hearts
still beating one rhythm not two
I long to be with you
to share your pain
and be inside your shoe
Sitting outside listening
to the birds and wishing
to be with you
Hoping to find a way to free
your heart and soul
from your taboo
With each thought your love
within my heart
blossomed and grew
So many thoughts provoking ideas
familiar only with few
Patience is a virtue
let the days show
What our love can do
Categories
sad
home alone...
sad.. ako lang magisa sa house.. ang lakas lakas ng ulan.. lalo ako may namimiss!!!

sarap sana matulog kso may pinapagawa pa ung dad ko skin, it's okay gsto ko rin nman gawin.. hehehe.. when kaya ako makkapanood ulit ng Prison Break? bitin ako eh.. gusto ko naman panoorin ung Gossip girl, maganda daw?! hmm bahala na, wala rin kz time eh..

sarap sana matulog kso may pinapagawa pa ung dad ko skin, it's okay gsto ko rin nman gawin.. hehehe.. when kaya ako makkapanood ulit ng Prison Break? bitin ako eh.. gusto ko naman panoorin ung Gossip girl, maganda daw?! hmm bahala na, wala rin kz time eh..
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sad
:-) :-(



i love you.... waaaahhh.. nakaka miss.. dapat hindi nalang ako ng leave.. i miss my friend's.. alam ko sobrang sad ni Malyn at ni Orky now.. si Pichi namimiss ko na din.. waaahhh... ;C

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sad
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i will miss you....
waaaahhhh... nakaleave ako ng four days.. miss ko tummy ko.. down naman ang system sa work so okay lang mgleave.. i need rest din kase at namamayat ako at wala ng appetite..
puppy eyes for you tummy... i'll visit you nalang and i will bring/cook you some breakfast..

puppy eyes for you tummy... i'll visit you nalang and i will bring/cook you some breakfast..

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miss you
Monday, June 16, 2008
Father's day 06/15/08
happy Father's day!!! 
03:30 na kmi nakauwi sa bahay..
kumain kami sa shakeys's with tummy syempre.. ang dami tao..
pag balik sa house inayos lang ni tummy ung ipod niya at ng burn ng Prison break pra sa Ipod yehey!! at may game na rin na dinner dash para s PSP.. excited na ako mglaro.. watch ulit kmi season break season 3 bitin pa ang bilis natapos.. hmm.. hereos nman?.. :)

03:30 na kmi nakauwi sa bahay..
kumain kami sa shakeys's with tummy syempre.. ang dami tao..
pag balik sa house inayos lang ni tummy ung ipod niya at ng burn ng Prison break pra sa Ipod yehey!! at may game na rin na dinner dash para s PSP.. excited na ako mglaro.. watch ulit kmi season break season 3 bitin pa ang bilis natapos.. hmm.. hereos nman?.. :)
Categories
father's day
Happy Monthsary! 06/14/08
happy monthsary tummy!!! i love you...
Pumunta kami sa batangas, ang haba ng biyahe nkakapagod.. I met his parents, his brothers (jed, gelo and miguel) and his brother's wife razelle.. masaya kahit sobrang antok na antok na ako at busog.. (sakit na ng tiyan ko!) :-)
pinakita sakin ng mama niya ung baby pics ni tummy.. hahaha umiiyak.. iyakin daw siya nung bata!! tawa nlng ako kz ngayon sa sobrang pride di yan umiiyak..???... ang payat niya sa pics lalo na ung face, itimy!!.. ng improve nman nagyon at least may fats na siya, beer belly?..


haha, at sa pag uwi naman.. akalain mo napasakay niya ako ng non airconditioned bus?.. no choice din nman kesa mahirapan pa kmi at matagalan sa paguwi.. at least experience din un..
I'm happy... :-)
Pumunta kami sa batangas, ang haba ng biyahe nkakapagod.. I met his parents, his brothers (jed, gelo and miguel) and his brother's wife razelle.. masaya kahit sobrang antok na antok na ako at busog.. (sakit na ng tiyan ko!) :-)
pinakita sakin ng mama niya ung baby pics ni tummy.. hahaha umiiyak.. iyakin daw siya nung bata!! tawa nlng ako kz ngayon sa sobrang pride di yan umiiyak..???... ang payat niya sa pics lalo na ung face, itimy!!.. ng improve nman nagyon at least may fats na siya, beer belly?..


haha, at sa pag uwi naman.. akalain mo napasakay niya ako ng non airconditioned bus?.. no choice din nman kesa mahirapan pa kmi at matagalan sa paguwi.. at least experience din un..
I'm happy... :-)

North Park Dinner! 06/13/08
ngshopping kmi ni switch.. hehe.. :yehey may free chowking and halo halo kmi :-) puyat tuloy kmi at wlang tulog.. 3 hours lang kz ang tulog namin dito sa bahay..
nag north park kmi nila pichi at nikos.. sarap, crispy noodles.. yummy! sayang kase absent si orky at malyn..
hmmm... kahapon, ngkatampuhan na naman kmi ni tummy sa office, as usual.. pro buti naayos din naman at hindi na tumagal ng ilang araw..
ipapakilala na daw niya ako sa parents niya? :-)
nag north park kmi nila pichi at nikos.. sarap, crispy noodles.. yummy! sayang kase absent si orky at malyn..
hmmm... kahapon, ngkatampuhan na naman kmi ni tummy sa office, as usual.. pro buti naayos din naman at hindi na tumagal ng ilang araw..
ipapakilala na daw niya ako sa parents niya? :-)

Categories
happy
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
sad... 06/04/08
Again and again, we fight! What’s new? This time the issue was very petty. It shouldn’t be a big deal. It was a misunderstanding. We were about to go on our break, waiting for malyn and Richie. I went out first and I told switch that I’ll wait for him outside and tell Richie and malyn that it’s our break already… I waited… We went to 711 to buy food, switch and I had a misunderstanding. He thought that I’m not inviting him and that I am just with malyn only. At 711, I asked him what drink did he liked? He is not in the mood, I asked him what would be the problem. I explained my part, then he was mad when he went out of the store. I told him that I will buy spaghetti at mcdonald leaving malyn behind at 711. I approached switch with some of our officemates and told him that I just bought spaghetti instead of rice. I offered him my pineapple juice because I know he like it but he refused. I asked him what will he eat if he didn’t buy anything..? While we were walking together with malyn, we were already arguing. It didn’t stop until It turned out to be scandalous in front of our office building up to he elevator we were shouting at each other.. He stepped out.. A guy went in the elevator, he talked to me.. "life goes on, all guys are assholes.. there are a lot of opportunities for you out there.. "
Back at my station, I took some meds and was shaking.. Richie and Malyn asked me to go out for a while to eat.. I ate my spaghetti and we drank vokda mudshake.. I'm experiencing tachycardia and my blood pressure was high.. still shaking.. until the next day i was supposed to be rushed in a hospital.. I refused.. He didn't care and even bother to ask me if i am alright.. i felt really bad.. It was too easy for him..
We didn't talk for two days.. It was a big fight.. I don't want to talk about it anymore.. it became bigger and bigger.. :(
Back at my station, I took some meds and was shaking.. Richie and Malyn asked me to go out for a while to eat.. I ate my spaghetti and we drank vokda mudshake.. I'm experiencing tachycardia and my blood pressure was high.. still shaking.. until the next day i was supposed to be rushed in a hospital.. I refused.. He didn't care and even bother to ask me if i am alright.. i felt really bad.. It was too easy for him..
We didn't talk for two days.. It was a big fight.. I don't want to talk about it anymore.. it became bigger and bigger.. :(

Categories
sadness
Monday, June 9, 2008
fight... 05/15/08

We came at work, we had a fight.. i don't know what to do.. I overdosed my self with medicines just to ease the pain and just to prove something that i didn't erase any messages.. I don't care what will happen to me or if i die.. I just want to prove it, I want him to trust me.. I feel so high at that time, I even drank COBRA energy drink with my friends who were depressed as i am.. We had our lunch at Samurai, Richie and Orky grabbed some beers with Cobra and something to eat.. I ate nothing. All I can think about is that i hate my life and what else can i do to earn his trust? its like he doesn't even care, He told me to find a Bf that will come to my burial.. I cried and I cried... i feel weak, it came to my mind that I should end our relationship because I'm so tired of trying to fix it up every time we had a big fight.. Its like my efforts are not enough..
After lunch, i did nothing but to stare at my computer..i can't work well, i can't process. I asked my supervisor and my manager if i can go home early.. I really don't feel well I even told them that i will be absent on the following day. My supervisor refuse but i still insist. My friends and I have a deal that after work we will go to Aplaya.. to drink, to get rid of our problems, to be happy.. I went there, i know its not a good idea because they know i went straight home.. i just had some iced tea, we had a fun, we met Borgy. he is one one the waiters there.. he knows me, and asked me if i live in Laguna, i said yes but not in saint rose.. He knows my uncle and my cousins.. they were friends.. Haha, i remember that Richie was telling about his false teeth, i didn't noticed that.. :)
I went to Pavilion with my mom to buy some food. 11am, we got home.. i can't eat.. im thinking about him.. waiting for a single message or expecting that he would drop by to see me.. i shouldn't expect anything from him.. im just hurting myself more.. I erased his number on my phone, so i can forget txting him.. I tried to sleep, im dizzy.. i woke up at around 1pm.. watched TV.. i received a message from him at around 2pm saying "im sorry" i dont know if will reply.. i ignored it.. i fell asleep.. i woke up again around 8:30pm.. still no messages from him.. i opened my YM, chatting with my friend orky and sending emails to richie who is at work together with malyn.. suddenly, he txted me.. saying sorry for all that he did to me.. i asked my friend Joane and i forwarded his message to her, She said that i should talk to him calmly and that he was sincere.. i answered back to him through YM, i told him i'm sorry too and i will not go to work.. i dont know if we are really talking.. its close ended.. he went to work.. and there it goes.. i still dont feel that he was really sorry for what he did to me.. somethings wrong, i know.. i can feel it..
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sadness
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