the Traitor

xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:54:24 PM): anu na?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:54:35 PM): ayan na
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:54:40 PM): bat wala
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:55:22 PM): naririnig mo ba ako?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:55:32 PM): hindi 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:55:35 PM): awww
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:55:42 PM): may skype ka ba?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:55:48 PM): wala
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:55:51 PM): awww
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:56:23 PM): ayan nagrring
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:56:25 PM): sagutin mo
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:58:25 PM): oi bat nawala asar
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:58:45 PM): anu ginawa ko/.
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:59:03 PM): wala nmn akong sinabi kay lordy
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:59:03 PM): tawaga ka lit
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 9:59:08 PM): hindi nga kami nag uusap nun eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 9:59:11 PM): meron
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:01:35 PM): bka nka unli ka tawag k s fne ko
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:01:55 PM): teka panu ba magunli?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:01:58 PM): heheh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:02:02 PM): naku hndi ko alm
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:02:06 PM): hndi nmn ako nag uunli eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:02:33 PM): nyek
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:02:36 PM): alamin mo dali
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:02:58 PM): nye
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:02:59 PM): teka
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:03:04 PM): bilis
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:03:07 PM): bilis
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:03:16 PM): lapit nko matulog
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:03:19 PM): heheh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:03:35 PM): wag k n matulog
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:03:56 PM): sira mgbubukas pako ng tndhan bukas
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:04:05 PM): maaga pako
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:05:06 PM): teka tinitignan ko unli globe
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:05:32 PM): hurry
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:05:39 PM): heheh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:05:39 PM): aun umuwi nako
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:05:50 PM): kulit
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:06:12 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:06:46 PM): Simply text SUPER25 to 8888 and for only P25/day, you get to keep in touch with your Globe and TM friends anywhere in the country. You don't even need to dial any prefix to make endless calls.
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:07:08 PM): oi unli ba yan?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:07:16 PM): 10 mins lang ata yan eh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:07:25 PM): unlimited nga eh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:07:46 PM): unlimited call ang txt
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:09:13 PM): teka
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:09:32 PM): bat ayaw
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:09:34 PM): ?
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:10:04 PM): hintayin mo reply
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:10:21 PM): subukan mo magbalance kung nabawasan ng 25 loa mo
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:11:23 PM): nyek d dw pwde kasi unli pako
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:11:25 PM): hahaha
txxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:11:54 PM): un pl aeh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:12:08 PM): pero txt lng
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:12:11 PM): d calls
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:12:15 PM): my sun ka ba?
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:12:21 PM): nyak...wla
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:12:40 PM): baka my tao jan na my sun
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:12:43 PM): hiram ka
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:14:13 PM): wlan gmay sun d2...globe lht
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:14:48 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:15:33 PM): kung may nasabi man ako kay lordy e b4 p kau magkakilala
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:15:46 PM): ok
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:15:58 PM): wala ka naman sinabi na d totoo
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:16:02 PM): kaso wala lang
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:16:07 PM): parang ang pangit
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:16:11 PM): pag nagpapahanap siya tinatanong ko kung ok lang ba na ganito...ganyna?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:16:44 PM): huh?
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:17:15 PM): xempre pag nagbibiruan saabihin "hanap m nmn ako ng gf/bf"
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:17:31 PM): oo nga
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:17:32 PM): tapos tatanungin ko "ok lan gba saung ganito sya...or ganyan xa"
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:17:33 PM): etc
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:17:35 PM): d naman un eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:17:44 PM): pero ok lng tapos na un
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:17:54 PM): sori na
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:18:04 PM): 
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:18:08 PM): tapos na nga
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:18:13 PM): oa mo ha
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:18:20 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:18:41 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:18:45 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:18:54 PM): i anu nmn ung kasalanan mo sakin?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:19:16 PM): hirap nga dito
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:19:30 PM): pero magsosori na muna ko 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:19:35 PM): hay...edi malaman ghndi mo n mssbi yan sakin
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:19:46 PM): oks lng..tapos n rin nmn n un eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:20:06 PM): 
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:20:35 PM): kaw nlng magunli
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:20:42 PM): wala kaba extra?
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:20:44 PM): naku asahan mo pang may load ako
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:20:49 PM): d ksi ko mkapagunli
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:21:05 PM): ge pasahan kita
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:21:07 PM): kasi pag may load ako sasabbihin lng ni mitzy naubos load mo wala ka man lang txt sakin
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:21:10 PM): sa iba nauubos load mo
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:21:14 PM): ganun lng ssbhin nun
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:21:16 PM): pano ba?para kaw na tumawag
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:22:18 PM): panu nga ba
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:22:29 PM): kung hndi k ttawag ngaun wla ng chance pra mag usap p tau
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:22:35 PM): kasi nkbakod n ulit si mitzy
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx  (3/25/2011 10:22:36 PM): hehehe
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:22:43 PM): oo nga
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:22:49 PM): bukas dw magiinum kami
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:23:02 PM): badtrip dw xa
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:23:05 PM): see
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:23:07 PM): pati naiirita
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:23:19 PM): gulo ng kausap eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:24:50 PM): oi kaw pla ngtanggal eh
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:24:54 PM): sabi ni mitzy
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:25:43 PM): oi my extra ka?
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:25:50 PM): pasahan kita ng 25
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:25:57 PM): alam ko na kung pano
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:26:01 PM): tas kw magunli
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:26:07 PM): pero dapat my extra
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:26:34 PM): sori may trbho ako eh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:26:35 PM): ahaha
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:26:37 PM): ok n ngaun
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:26:39 PM): cge pasa mo
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:27:38 PM): ano number mo?
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:27:45 PM): xxxxxxxxxxx
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:28:05 PM): yan na
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:28:07 PM): ok na
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:28:20 PM): ok
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:28:41 PM): teka txt ko lng
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:30:54 PM): 
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:32:07 PM): eto na
Honie Otico (3/25/2011 10:32:20 PM): ok mkakatulog nako eh
xxxxx_xxxxxxxx (3/25/2011 10:32:38 PM): eto na



yannie ٩͡[๏̯͡๏]۶

I wonder when I’ll get out of this

THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS I’M READY, ONLY I’M WILLING.
 
yannie ٩͡[๏̯͡๏]۶

numbness

Right now, I don’t feel anything. I feel numb. Like, there are times that I feel a bit devastated and there's pain inside of me. But right now, I feel like those things are just passing through my heart. For now, maybe. Maybe I don’t want to care for once. Maybe because it’s summer. I know this won’t take long. Before after all, I am a human. And it’ll make me as me.

yannie ٩͡[๏̯͡๏]۶