Something to ponder on:
Forgiveness is a promise, not a feeling. When you forgive other people, you’re making a promise not to use their past sin against them.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Is this True?
sometimes it's better to push someone away, not because you stopped loving that someone but because you have to shield yourself from PAIN
Sunday, June 27, 2010
I am learning
For years I kept a sign in my room that helped me maintain the right perspective concerning yesterday. It simply said, “Yesterday Ended Last Night.” It reminded me that no matter how badly I might have failed in the past, it’s done and today is a new day to make things better.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
truth about US? oh no..!
The truth about girls; we act like we're cold so you'll hold us. Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art. The word "bitch" doesn't mean much to us. When we say we're fine, we're usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We're never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it. We're confusing, and you'll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we're beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do. We'll mess with your head. If we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you'll be all wrong.
Friday, June 25, 2010
LSS again! Fall For You
There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart
Well I can visualize the pieces of a dream
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, It's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny
I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
Me too, me too
I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Cause I want this thing to work not fall apart
So I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure
I have every expectation that it's true
Cause my heart won't lie to me much less to you
But if truth be told its you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny, whoa no, no, no
To the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to the sea
To the heavens up above
I pray to God our destiny is love
I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
And I want you to fall for me too
Me too, me too, me too, fall for me too
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart
Well I can visualize the pieces of a dream
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, It's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny
I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
Me too, me too
I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Cause I want this thing to work not fall apart
So I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure
I have every expectation that it's true
Cause my heart won't lie to me much less to you
But if truth be told its you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny, whoa no, no, no
To the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to the sea
To the heavens up above
I pray to God our destiny is love
I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
And I want you to fall for me too
Me too, me too, me too, fall for me too
churi... ;-)
that perfectly skinny girls think they that are fat, and need to lose weight, when they clearly don’t? They make me feel like an elephant. I swear. I’m much bigger than them, and yet they called themselves fat. If they’re fat, what does that make me? :/
- ok cge hindi na ako mataba -
- ok cge hindi na ako mataba -
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
watch me
Are you just going to stand there and watch me burn? That’s alright because I like the way it hurts. Are you just going to stand there and hear me cry? That’s alright because I love the way you lie.
blocked
so lahat naka blocked na? nababawasan na kaligayahan namin.. :[ kanina nabbuksan pa now restricted na? hanep!
i miss youfacebook and multiply...
i miss you
weird
Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
My relationship isn’t anywhere near perfect, but I have a lot of pet peeves about relationships.
I hate when couples are alone at dinner and sit in the same side of the booth.
I hate when they throw around the word “love” after a week, or a month.
I hate when they throw around “in love” even more.
I like couples with huge age gaps.
I like when people date outside of their race.
I like it when couples managed their long distance relationship.
I hate it when couples were no longer sweet with each other.
I hate when they throw around the word “love” after a week, or a month.
I hate when they throw around “in love” even more.
I like couples with huge age gaps.
I like when people date outside of their race.
I like it when couples managed their long distance relationship.
I hate it when couples were no longer sweet with each other.
Monday, June 21, 2010
anxiety and paranoia
Lately I’ve been having huge anxiety and paranoia.
It’s like I make myself distant away from everyone. It’s almost as if I’m scared to be around people.
As weird as it sounds I’m scared to be around people because I worry about everything I do and say around them. The more and more I’m around people, the more I start to become suspicious. The more I question; Can I trust them? Do they really love me like they “claim” they do? Do they take advantage of my niceness? Do they secretly hate me and I don’t know of it?
My mother told me that if your “close” friend talks to you about other people and treats others in a nasty way, then more than likely they’re going to talk about you and talk to you in a nasty way.
I’m justweird period. :]
It’s like I make myself distant away from everyone. It’s almost as if I’m scared to be around people.
As weird as it sounds I’m scared to be around people because I worry about everything I do and say around them. The more and more I’m around people, the more I start to become suspicious. The more I question; Can I trust them? Do they really love me like they “claim” they do? Do they take advantage of my niceness? Do they secretly hate me and I don’t know of it?
My mother told me that if your “close” friend talks to you about other people and treats others in a nasty way, then more than likely they’re going to talk about you and talk to you in a nasty way.
I’m just
Sunday, June 20, 2010
a GUY
I just need someone, someone to just listen to me. I want to yell and scream and be mad and then I want someone to be there to give me a big hug. I want someone to tell me it will be okay. And yes, I want it to be a guy. And I want that guy to be able to hang out with me and not want to kiss me. I want him to just want to hold me; no kissing, no sex. I want a guy to want simplicity.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Confession #1: You don’t know how i feel.
i keep things bottled up inside and i rarely let you know my true feelings right when i feel them. When i’m devastated, i put on a happy face and no one ever knows. I hide my problems until they explode and the world comes crashing down on me. The happy me, is only truly happy some of the time. sometimes its just a show, but what am i gonna do? wear my heart on my sleeve? i don’t think so, i don’t need your pity.
people
Sometimes, people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone else. They feel like life is caving in on them and they want to just go somewhere else and not feel anything at all. And I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Forbidden Love
I once loved one man, he took my only heart
and right there in front of me, he ripped it apart
I know he didn’t mean to, and the fault is mine to blame
but the guilt and pain remains all the same
but now I understand, why he ran away
now I understand why he didn’t stay
he was afraid to love, and afraid to take a chance
he was afraid to leave and make another stance
he was afraid to make his mark on societies wall
he was afraid to take a leap, as he could fall
he would have rather stayed inside that rotting jail
he rather stay with society, even though I paid bail
he made his mind and stayed with society
even though he had his chance to be free
so now as I sit outside societies dream
I linger like a nightmare, making people scream
they say its just a phase, that I’ll get over it soon
they say its a disease, like the werewolf and the moon
but deep down in my heart, I know it isn’t so
because I have to be strong, so I can show
people like the one man who threw me in a bin
that no matter how hard they try, we will never give in!
cause what’s the point of hurting us? so we can feel bad?
so we can understand what its like to be sad?
well we already know just how it feels
cause it is so hard for us to reveal
that we like the same sex, and who really gives a damn?
goes in the end we all still go all cold and clam
so who cares if I’m gay! I am proud to be
because in my world I take it as a victory
that I can make a choice and stand from the rest
be an individual and try my best
and kids at school may laugh at me and call nasty names
but you know what? it doesn’t matter its all a game!
cause later on in life they will suddenly see
that the reason I was gay, was because it was me
so go on a call out names and raise your heads so high
but remember who I am, just before you die
remember that I was strong and managed to pull through
and remember that if I can do it, then so can you
so today I stand and say that I am proud to be gay
and if I had a choice… I’d have it no other way!
LOVE it...
by Keith Ian Maguad
and right there in front of me, he ripped it apart
I know he didn’t mean to, and the fault is mine to blame
but the guilt and pain remains all the same
but now I understand, why he ran away
now I understand why he didn’t stay
he was afraid to love, and afraid to take a chance
he was afraid to leave and make another stance
he was afraid to make his mark on societies wall
he was afraid to take a leap, as he could fall
he would have rather stayed inside that rotting jail
he rather stay with society, even though I paid bail
he made his mind and stayed with society
even though he had his chance to be free
so now as I sit outside societies dream
I linger like a nightmare, making people scream
they say its just a phase, that I’ll get over it soon
they say its a disease, like the werewolf and the moon
but deep down in my heart, I know it isn’t so
because I have to be strong, so I can show
people like the one man who threw me in a bin
that no matter how hard they try, we will never give in!
cause what’s the point of hurting us? so we can feel bad?
so we can understand what its like to be sad?
well we already know just how it feels
cause it is so hard for us to reveal
that we like the same sex, and who really gives a damn?
goes in the end we all still go all cold and clam
so who cares if I’m gay! I am proud to be
because in my world I take it as a victory
that I can make a choice and stand from the rest
be an individual and try my best
and kids at school may laugh at me and call nasty names
but you know what? it doesn’t matter its all a game!
cause later on in life they will suddenly see
that the reason I was gay, was because it was me
so go on a call out names and raise your heads so high
but remember who I am, just before you die
remember that I was strong and managed to pull through
and remember that if I can do it, then so can you
so today I stand and say that I am proud to be gay
and if I had a choice… I’d have it no other way!
LOVE it...
by Keith Ian Maguad
Thursday, June 17, 2010
LSS: SET THE FIRE TO THE THIRD BAR
I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths Jobby that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths Jobby that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
just wonderin'
Sometimes I wonder if anything’s absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it, ‘cos we’re faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Song of the Day "Breakeven – The Script"
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.
Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryn to a make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.
Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryn to a make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no
Dumbass
Dear _____,
Lately, you're getting in my nerves. Everything you say irritates me. If I did make any rude comments, you deserve it.
And honestly, use your common sense. Dumbass!
yours truly,
_____
Lately, you're getting in my nerves. Everything you say irritates me. If I did make any rude comments, you deserve it.
And honestly, use your common sense. Dumbass!
yours truly,
_____
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
pain
Trust me, I know. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it’s like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad that it makes you just want to forget everything. I know how it feels when you want to cry and you struggle to stay strong. When all you want to do is be alone. When everything in your perfect world disappears and when you can’t stop thinking about that one thing that started it all.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Again and Again!
The bitchy talk, the jealous stare. The funniest part ; Do you actually think I care?
♥
♥
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
sweetness
I’m not the best person to fall in love with. I get jealous easily, I have a lot of insecurities, I overanalyze, I push you to the edge, I get hurt when I’m not supposed to, I always put up unnecessary fights.. But regardless of that, you have to know you still have reasons to hold on. You must know that you are cherished, treasured, and always thought of every minute of everyday. That you are the most important person to someone who may not be that special, but you thought otherwise. I may not be the best, but I will make up for it by loving you more than anyone can and ever will. Thank you for staying…
I really like this..
a KISS
Have you ever lost yourself in a kiss? I mean pure psychedelic inebriation. Not just lustful petting but transcendental metamorphosis when you became aware that the greatness of this being was breathing into you. Licking the sides and corners of your mouth, like sealing a thousand fleshy envelopes filled with the essence of your passionate being and then opened by the same mouth and delivered back to you, over and over again – the first kiss of the rest of your life. A kiss that confirms that the universe is aligned, that the world’s greatest resource is love, and maybe even that God is a woman. With or without a belief in God, all kisses are metaphors decipherable by allocations of time, circumstance, and understanding.
Men hate to cry
Men hate to cry, they rarely ever do. But when a man cries over you, you know he loves you. Because men only cry when they lost something or are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than themselves...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
11 Things Guys Don’t Understand About Women
“Why, oh, why, can’t you create a single, central location for your hair ties and bobby pins?!? And why is there one on the handle of the microwave?”
“Why are women so afraid of bugs but can regularly pour hot wax on their bodies and rip hair out by its roots?”
“Girls and drama! My God, it’s like an episode of Dawson’s Creek!He said, she said…it goes on and on for years. Do you ever get over an argument?”
“I am confused enough about why the onslaught of hormones every month, like clockwork, still takes me by surprise (the next day when she gets her period, I’m like, Oh! We got into a fight because she was hormonal!), but why does that fact take her by surprise? Shouldn’t she kind of realize it and be like, ‘Don’t listen to me—I’m hormonal’?”
“I don’t get why getting married so soon is so important to most women. Is love not enough?”
“Why all the shoes? Really, my sister has suitcases full of shoes that I’ve thrown aside more often than she’s even seen them. It boggles the mind!”
“I don’t understand their attitudes! Everything is good for, like, the first three months, but after that, it’s a whole different ball game!”
“I don’t get why girls say one thing and mean something different. Like when they say, ‘You can watch the game,’ and then when you do, you get in trouble.”
“What I don’t understand is why girls really, really, really want that nice guy, but once they find one, they can’t date him because now they need a jerk.”
“Why do girls not like other girls when they first meet them? It’s as if they have to prove themselves to each other before they’ll consider them acceptable to hang out with.”
“I don’t understand why women can’t just speak more directly. They always want you to do something, but they don’t put it in words. Instead, they talk around the issue. I wish they were more up front and just said it!”
These are guys comments about women. SO, do you agree with ‘em?
“Why are women so afraid of bugs but can regularly pour hot wax on their bodies and rip hair out by its roots?”
“Girls and drama! My God, it’s like an episode of Dawson’s Creek!He said, she said…it goes on and on for years. Do you ever get over an argument?”
“I am confused enough about why the onslaught of hormones every month, like clockwork, still takes me by surprise (the next day when she gets her period, I’m like, Oh! We got into a fight because she was hormonal!), but why does that fact take her by surprise? Shouldn’t she kind of realize it and be like, ‘Don’t listen to me—I’m hormonal’?”
“I don’t get why getting married so soon is so important to most women. Is love not enough?”
“Why all the shoes? Really, my sister has suitcases full of shoes that I’ve thrown aside more often than she’s even seen them. It boggles the mind!”
“I don’t understand their attitudes! Everything is good for, like, the first three months, but after that, it’s a whole different ball game!”
“I don’t get why girls say one thing and mean something different. Like when they say, ‘You can watch the game,’ and then when you do, you get in trouble.”
“What I don’t understand is why girls really, really, really want that nice guy, but once they find one, they can’t date him because now they need a jerk.”
“Why do girls not like other girls when they first meet them? It’s as if they have to prove themselves to each other before they’ll consider them acceptable to hang out with.”
“I don’t understand why women can’t just speak more directly. They always want you to do something, but they don’t put it in words. Instead, they talk around the issue. I wish they were more up front and just said it!”
These are guys comments about women. SO, do you agree with ‘em?
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?
the ability to FLY...
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Globe SUPERSURF
(Now ko lang to nalaman. Nakakahiya, hindi ako updated! Globe Subsciber pa naman ako..)
Globe Tattoo Broadband now offers unlimited surfing (via registration) thru SUPERSURF, you can now enjoy 24/7 unlimited access to the Internet using your Globe Tattoo Broadband USB or mobile phone for as low as P 50.00.
There are two variants to choose from:
Super Surf 50: One-day unlimited surfing
Super Surf 220: 5 days unlimited surfing
To register:
Super Surf50: text SUPERSURF50 to 8888
Super Surf220: text SUPERSURF220 to 8888
To check the status of your Super Surf subscription, send SUPERSURF STATUS to 8888.
To know more about this promo, send SUPERSURFHELP to 8888.
Globe Tattoo Broadband now offers unlimited surfing (via registration) thru SUPERSURF, you can now enjoy 24/7 unlimited access to the Internet using your Globe Tattoo Broadband USB or mobile phone for as low as P 50.00.
There are two variants to choose from:
Super Surf 50: One-day unlimited surfing
Super Surf 220: 5 days unlimited surfing
To register:
Super Surf50: text SUPERSURF50 to 8888
Super Surf220: text SUPERSURF220 to 8888
To check the status of your Super Surf subscription, send SUPERSURF STATUS to 8888.
To know more about this promo, send SUPERSURFHELP to 8888.
Trapped?
Waiting is a trap. There will always be a reason to wait. The truth is... There are only two things in life, reasons and excuses. Reasons simply don't count.
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