pain

Trust me, I know. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it’s like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad that it makes you just want to forget everything. I know how it feels when you want to cry and you struggle to stay strong. When all you want to do is be alone. When everything in your perfect world disappears and when you can’t stop thinking about that one thing that started it all.