No more negativity 2011. =)

We shall shower this year with good vibes and happiness. This may sound gay, but being mad all the time will just make people ugly, and it’s not a good thing because maintaining a pretty face is expensive. So, to be able to be always pretty, we should always smile and be happy.

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I'm ready for 2011

I love running, it’s my anti-stress, it keeps me alive.


♥ m

Googlism for: mitzy

mitzy is a pretty evil cat
mitzy is truly a very intelligent dog
mitzy is my pride and joy
mitzy is alive in your heart and in those that loved her forever
mitzy is a 7
mitzy is a bit confused
mitzy is a playful lil thing
mitzy is een pers dus dat kan
mitzy is next in the fairy ring series depicting fairies and gnomes encircled in a ring of mushrooms
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mitzy is a sweet puppy
mitzy is a pure
mitzy is a border collie / poodle mixed breed
mitzy is a lovely small calm dog who loves a game of ball and who is ideal for the older adopter
mitzy is a green
mitzy is japanese
mitzy is confused
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mitzy is ralph's sidekick
mitzy is pictured with her 2002 mainly marty foal below
mitzy is in a two
mitzy is an 18" teddy bear made of recycled muskrat
mitzy is a 12 year old
mitzy is a large
mitzy is miss kathryn's sister
mitzy is not wearing any pants
mitzy is an energetic
mitzy is still in pride of place in the living room where i firmly believe it will stay forever
mitzy is a 5 year old
mitzy is a little more than that *giggle*
mitzy is a young adult female short haired
mitzy is so *kawaii* heheee
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mitzy is concerned
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mitzy is a 13 Ѕ" bear made from distressed sparse mohair
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mitzy is one cool chica
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mitzy is also a wasatch humane rescue
mitzy is grateful to all of her faithful readers as well the previous two ditzy’s and the current fritzy
mitzy is a fast moving slut/whore
mitzy is at least as mad as i am
mitzy is keeping herself busy making up what will be the new wardrobe
mitzy is the name that the boutique will have
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mitzy is beside the chair as it is too warm for two dogs and a laptop
mitzy is leaving
mitzy is just your typical little housecat
mitzy is her name
mitzy is nu zindelijk en
mitzy is following her
mitzy is sailor melody
mitzy is lil squeakie toys lil sister
mitzy is the old lady dog who rules the house
mitzy is 13 months old and when she gets over excited

10 Things about me

1. I’m Anne Lijauco aka. Yan-yan, Filipina (=

2. I know how to bake. Baking is my new passion?

3. I’m a simple girl who always wants to buy new stuffs.

4. I am somehow, a bratt(?).

5. I’m very picky - about foods, shoes, clothes, and a lot of other things.

6. I have a big appetite.

7. I always have colds.

8. I collect connector rings.

9. I’m a yogurt lover. ♥

10. I love TINY. *Droools*

want

TOMS shoes! ♥

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Decluttering your closet:

Step 1. Get Rid of Things You Won't or Can't Wear.

Step 2. Clear out Things that Don't Belong in the Closet.

Step 3. Organize Your Hangers.

Seriously Concern

Christmas Season is fast approaching and I still have not lost any weight! Aaaaah! This is serious! Dieting and Christmas season do not got together.

♥ anne

Excited!

Last minute plans, but plans nonetheless, we're going to Bohol tomorrow! :D

♥ anne

raining

I want someone to hold,  it’s cold outside.

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stop!

If you know in the first place it won’t work out between the two of you, simply do one thing: Just never let that person feel it will.

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forgive and forget

The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget.

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Untitled

Alcohol is a liquid good for preserving anything.. except secrets.. :)

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shopping spree @ Forever 21!!!

weight

losing weight is to much to ask.

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Untitled

There’s just something about you that I’m scared to lose because I know I wont find it in anyone else.

via Ping.fm

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I'm craving for sweets

Macaroons

Note to self

When you think you are already doing good, don't look back. Looking back may give you reasons to stop what you are doing and go back to the past. Just keep going forward. There are better things for you if you keep going.

I hate it when you walk by me and act as if nothing has ever happened between us.


♥ anne

Girl, you're too young to settle. Too young to make final decisions. Too young to make a choice. There's plenty of opportunities and guys in the future. I'm telling you this for the hundredth time.

He's not worth it.

Reasons Why it's Great to be a Woman

1. Working/ Earning not mandatory.


2. We never have to buy our own drinks at the bar.


3. We don't have to bother on mobile bills.


4. We get out of speeding tickets by crying.


5. We don't have to stand on the queue to get tickets.


6. We can sleep our way to the top of the class.


7. We don't have to worry about the purse when we shop with men.


8. We can marry rich and then not have to work.


9. We never have to pay when we go out on dates.


10. Men take us on all expense paid trips


11. We always get place to sit when using public transport.


12. Easy to get a ride.


13. Men hold the door open for us.


14. Jewels looks good on us.


15. We lie better.


16. We're better manipulators.


17. We always end up sleeping in the bed when we fight with our other halves - you guys get the couch.


18. We always have food in the fridge.


19. We don't worry about losing our hair.


20. We always get to choose the movie.


21. We don't have to mow the lawn.


22. We don't have to take out the garbage.


23. We don't have to paint the house or walls.


24. If we need to our boyfriends just a missed call is enough.


25. We can easily show our disappointments or disapprovals.


26. We can con our way out of anything - not just dig ourselves deeper into a hole.


27. Men unlock our side of the car first - a real bonus when its cold.


28. Even strangers shows care if we are in trouble. Men have to manage themselves.


29. Men are like tiles, lay 'em right the first time you can walk all over em forever.


30. We can cry in public. Men cant.


31. We don't feel shy to cry.


32. We don have worry if we lose the fight.


33. Sweat is sexy on us.


34. We never run out of excuses.


35. You guys may get to think about sex 200 times a day, but we could be having it that often.


36. We can borrow clothes or accessories from our friends.


37. We get expensive jewelry as gifts that we NEVER have to give back.


38. We get candy, flowers and jewelry all the time because men screw up so often.


39. We can give "the look" that will make any man want to cower in the corner.


40. Women are cleaner.






And still we allow the statement------"Men are happier than women".

LSS - That’s The Way I Loved You By Taylor Swift

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better


He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine


But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you


Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush\
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you


He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable


But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you


Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you


He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all


And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now


I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you


Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you


And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

i'm loving this quote

this was sent to me last August 23rd 8:33 am

"A lecturer explaining stress management to the audience. He raised a glass of water and asked.. "how heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20-50g. The lecturer replied, "the absolute weight doesn't matter, it depends on how long you try to hold it. If you carry your burdens all the time, sooner or later the burden becomes increasingly heavy, you won't be able to carry on."

:(

You just have to be aware of your self worth. You shouldn't have to sell yourself short for someone who can't recoginze genuine quality when they have it. I think we all deserve nothing but the best, and I feel I shouldn't have to give my all to someone who can't even give me half.

reason for everything

What do I believe in? I believe in wearing the same jeans as yesterday. I believe in smiling at strangers. In being chaotic and crooked and compassionate. I believe in stars and the way some thousand year old dust of theirs is sitting inside your chest right now. I believe in luck and I believe in something much more marvelous and outside the stretch of my understanding. I believe in the sand beneath my toes. I believe in sun burns and getting your hands dirty. I believe in potential. In fireworks in the bottom of a waterlogged soul. I believe in love and wonder and magic at first sight, at after sight and ever and ever sight, at every single god damn sight. I believe in believing, I believe in reason and lack thereof. I believe in logic and sanity, and everything that undermines it. Everything that says “fuck you” to all the rules. I believe in music being turned all the way up and the windows rolled down, I believe in things with and without words. I believe in unconditional and I believe in a love that isn’t jealous or selfish. I believe in things this world tells me are foolish, and I believe in them passionately and without apologies. I believe that science can only tell me how and history can only tell me when but neither can tell me why. I believe in being limitless and fascinated than confined and nodding my head. That’s what I believe in.

Laid-back Doer

My Type My Career My Love My Happiness

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving

source

from a guy...

We’ve tried our best to keep this going but nothing is really going the way we want to anymore. I’m sorry I’m not the best at what you want me to be, its not my fault that things are going the way they are. We barely talk, we barely see each other and we barely keep each other in our own loop. I feel like when I saw you , you just left to go somewhere. That’s not going to happen much. I guess its my fault for these things but  It seems like there’s nothing at this point to make it better. It also seems like you have feelings for someone else… Nice to know you scored a cutie’s phone number. I can’t stand this drama we get. We’re not getting along much either. I wish there was something we could do but I guess not because it seems like it’ll never work out…

I just don’t know.

- Anonymous

Where does the uneasy feeling then come from?

I guess it’s from the fact that there cannot be enough words to describe what it feels like. There are patches of it in my memory now. There are those that I remember clearly and those that are only slightly distinct. Truth is, most of what’s happened is lost within me. Only two parts can I recall best.

First is the pain. No, not the crying-at-night pains nor those that transcend to forced numbness. It is more than that pain that makes one listen to angry music, or drown into alcohol, or smoke to breathlessness. It is that kind of pain that has no explanation. That which just makes you feel heavy every single day until you start thinking there is something wrong with your relationship with the entire world. It is the pain that floats around, leeching off your whole person.

Second is letting go. Of course there has to be this part. Where just as suddenly as the pain jabbed at your heart, you are smiling. Not the pretentious smile that says “hey I’m okay but I cry at night”. It’s the smile that says water has already unfrozen the biting ice. This is a many-non-splendid thing, though. Letting go demands a lot from people: time, effort, emotions, life. It exhausts a person until there is nothing left—or so it seems. Most importantly, letting go inflicts another kind of pain. In so large amounts one cannot help but feel like drowning yet again.

But if you are any wiser, and stronger, you would also know that pain and letting go are essential points of life. They are everywhere, in different magnitudes, with various causes and just as many effects. And every time you come face to face with them, you are being hurled into a classroom of valuable lessons where you learn the difference between the ideal and the real.

So what have I gleaned from that room? Plenty. I have learned about the importance of being true to your feelings, of waiting, of timing, of fate and faith, of choices, of honesty, and of acceptance.

All of which, I feel, are linked together. We have to accept what is happening, what we have lost, and what we have done. But we have to be honest enough to do this. Be honest with ourselves and of our emotions. If in pain, do not deny yourself the many days and nights of crying and withdrawing. If we have made choices, be honest enough to own up to them.

There are choices that either make us or break us. There are choices that we make available to people. And with that, we gamble as much as ourselves. We risk being left for something else. We risk not being chosen. We risk hurting people and getting hurt. Coping with the consequences of these choices can be as hard.

But coping is not something shaped for general usage. There is no right or wrong way of getting by. Do what it is that makes things easier for you. Remember who you are and who you’re trying to be and which way would you be more satisfied taking. Avoid relying on people who says they “have been there”. Because each pain is unique as in the individual that feels it. In time, the coping mechanisms would also be lost, stored away in some part of your self where they would wait again to be called forth.

Yet time is often as inconvenient. We rely on it too much so, that when we are at a loss we simply let ourselves live away. But time demands attention and discernment. It is not which people consider magical, healing wounds that are bigger than any bandage can take care of. Because one can only rely on time when there is a journey toward the better neighborhood. Spend the time you are in pain to make way for your healing. No one and nothing can do that for you. Not even that person you wait for.

And how long are you going to wait? And why would you even do so? Because whoever has left keeps coming back? Or because you want whatever it is that you’ve had again? Imagine this. Suppose your mother has left you alone at home. And she says you can make yourself busy while she’s away. And that she’ll be back. When she leaves, how do you spend your time waiting? Or do you even wait?

Suppose you wait, that promise of being back hanging around you. You do the laundry, wash the dishes, and make dinner with that promise still in your mind. When your mother comes back and she asks you what you’ve done while she’s away, what do you tell her? That you’ve done the chores because you want to have something to do while she’s gone?

Suppose you hope more for the promise of being back than wait for it. There is a difference, please try to see, between hoping and expecting. You hope, then let that hope burn alive in your heart. But your mind is already free. There is hope that your mother comes back. But there is the acceptance of the possibility that she may not. Then suppose you do the same things. You begin noticing that bleach doesn’t work for stains in colored shirts. Or that onions make you cry. Or that glasses are less dirty than spoons. When your mother comes back and she asks what you’ve done while she’s gone, what do you think would you be able to tell her? That you are a better homemaker, of course.

Consider the analogy when you wait for someone to return, long after you’ve cried over their leaving. Do you prefer to tell them you’ve waited? Or would you rather say you’ve hoped and therefore has done everything that would make you a better person through that time?

But what if neither happens? And you know for certain there is no coming back? Then we go back to acceptance. Of the fact that you have to move on, that someday you’d have to let go.

It all comes down to one thing: even letting go is marred with possibilities, diverging roads, and choices. No one hurries through it. Because in as much as letting go burns logs to embers, it is generous.

For love, which enables that letting go, is as generous.



♥ from a friend

Never, Ever!

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.


-- Sarah Dessen

Five Ways Your Ego Can Kill Your Relationship

To be able to truly love yourself and love someone else, you must drop the ego. This is absolutely essential to finding an amazing relationship. It's equally critical to maintaining and continually improving a relationship once you're already in it.

1. Your ego is on guard duty.
2. Your ego is stuck to you.
3. Your ego hates feedback.
4. Your ego is always active.
5. Your ego launches low blows.


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A long weekend!

What to do?

• clean my room..-- dirt all over the place
• iron my clothes.. -- omg its getting high!
• visit old friends.. -- i miss them!
• organize my stuffs!!
• play pet forest -- (adik mode)
• work out.. -- a must!
• get enough sleep... -- zzzzzz!
• dvd marathon.. -- at last!

♥ anne

Lakbayan

My Lakbayan grade is C-!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

♥ anne

within

Inside all of us is a wild thing! rawr! ♥

10%

OMG after 3 years...


♥ anne

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



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Life

One thing i realized in life:

”Never be dependent to anyone in this world…because even your own shadow leaves you when your in darkness…"

♥ anne

The Violent Hour

In the dark you tell me of a flower that only blooms in the violent hour.


♥ anne

Go screw yourself.

Quit ruining our life. Don’t you think you already did enough damage without spreading lies and shit about me and your fucking BEST FRIEND! Who the hell do you think you are? If you keep alienating people all you’re gonna have left is that nasty little bitch and that would be one miserable existence.


You’re lucky I didn’t actually give you this bitching. Don’t expect any more favors you don’t deserve.


=P

diet

I grew up eating rice with tons of side dishes. Now I have to eat everything with no rice (or another carb) on the side. A great alternative that I love is fruit and veggies.


♥ anne

Check this out

Make Me Babies

♥ anne

FAT FAT FAT.

I need weight loss supplements, plz. I can’t seem to keep the weight off! I would like to work out but the heat (and yes, even nights here get unbearably warm) makes me lazy and wears me out and makes me want to sleep and makes me want to give a handful of excuses why I can’t work out.

♥ anne

strength

As I get older, I learn more about myself. I learn more about what I’m most passionate it. I learn more about who I want to be. I learn more of my strengths. I learn more of what I need. And although I may scream and pout for help—I’m not asking to be guided… I’m asking for strength, encouragement, and faith. Because I know I am strong enough to do anything. But without the people who mean a lot to me backing me up… I’m not that strong. I can do this.


♥ anne

gone

I never thought I’d come to the day I would learn to dislike the person I love.. The person who made me believe that everything was real.. The person whom I thought would love me forever. He’s gone now and along with him was the love I gave..


- Anonymous

when we were in BORA!!!

August 7-9, 2010

♥ anne

November

Planning for the next vacation! :)

♥ anne

disguise

Behind my smile, is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you’ll see a damaged girl hidden behind the most ridiculous disguise.

♥ anne

ultimate measure

The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.

♥ anne

Date with Disturbance

I don’t want you to be happy that I went on a date with someone. I want that to be disturbing, not comforting.


-- Anonymous

Stayin’ Alive

It’s worth staying alive just to piss you off.


♥ anne

Secrets.

The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free.
Whether good or bad, at least they’re out in the open.
And once your secrets are out in the open, you don’t have to hide behind them anymore.
The problem with secrets is even when you think you’re in control, you’re not.

 
♥ anne

There’s a fine line between faith and naivety.

Sometimes you’re just too in love to see that line and so blindly cross it.

♥ anne

If and only If

If I were a month, I’d be December.

If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday.

If I were a time of day, I’d be Happy hour.

If I were a planet, I’d be Earth.

If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Fish!

If I were a direction, I’d be nowhere.

If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a couch.

If I were a liquid, I’d be Tequila mixed with lemons and limes ♥

If I were a gemstone, I’d be Emerald.

If I were a tree, I’d be an Oak tree!

If I were a tool, I’d be a Screwdriver.

If I were a flower, I’d be a cherry blossom.

If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a cold day.

If I were a musical instrument, I’d be drums.

If I were a color, I’d be Blue.

If I were an emotion, I’d be fascinated.

If I were a fruit, I’d be a cherry.

If I were an element, I’d be water.

If I were a car, I’d be a Porsche.

If I were a food, I’d be a bucket of fried chicken.

If I were a place, I’d be the City.

If I were a material, I’d be mirror.

If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla.

If I were an animal, I’d be a puppy.

If I were a facial expression, I’d be a scrunched nose.

If I were a song, I’d be like Pressure.

If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be a Stiletto.

♥ anne

Cole's birthday

good times with friends

my brother's birthday

I got the feelin'

Sometimes in life, you really have to decide whether you are half full or half empty. It may appear the same but the feeling isn’t either.

♥ anne

Me

I was thinking just now about the kind of person I want to be with for the rest of my life. I want someone who can hear me out despite my silence, who can see me beyond all those masks of smiles and laughter and who would understand me even at my worst. Someone who would make me feel that I am too special and therefore worthy to be loved. And lastly, I want someone who won’t get tired of showing me that I am the very reason why he exists.

If there were a word to describe now.

I feel depressed. No, more than depress. Yet not suicidal...

No mood, no spirit, no nothing!

Second chances

Second chances. Girls take more of them then guys do. Why? I blame Disney, building up these false hopes, making me believe I can have my Prince Charming. We believe that one day we’re going to be saved, that one day, one boy is going to come and change our whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies there’s no ‘other woman’, there’s no deception. There’s just a happy ending, conditions and circumstances don’t apply. So what are we to do when our hearts get broken? The logical thing to do is move on, of course, but despite all the lying, the cheating, the crushed dreams, & the painful memories, there’s a speck of hope. A little, bit piece of our hearts that’s begging for the fairy tale, screaming that we let him try again. so we do. we cry and bite our tongues, hoping that this liar in aluminum foil will finally become our knight in shining armor. Hoping that this time he’ll be able to make us feel safe, and actually do it. That’s why we break so easily; cause our fairy tale dreams are placed on real life boys. Boys who need to be saved themselves.

It hurts

It hurts when being replaced, but it kills when you slowly watch yourself being replaced. It hurts seeing someone broken, but it kills when you watch yourself being broken. It hurts when you’re holding on, but it kills when you’re the only one that’s holding on. It hurts when you’re in love, but it kills when the person you love, doesn’t love you back. It hurts when you see someone crying, but it kills when you see your mom crying. It hurts when you smile, but it kills to be happy. It hurts when you fall, but it kills when there’s no one there to catch you. It hurts when you’re not noticed, but it kills when you’re invisible. It hurts when someone cuts themselves, but it kills when the reason why they cut themselves was because of you. It hurts when you love, but it kills when you know it won’t work. It hurts when you see the one you love with someone else, but it kills when you know that you would never be with that person. It hurts when you’re sad, but it kills when you’re depressed. It hurts leaving, but it kills when you’re the one leaving. It hurts when someone breaks a promise, but it kills when you know that person would never do that. It hurts when you see love, but it kills when you know that you’ll never be loved.

Chin UP!

I would rather be the most confident girl than the most prettiest. ♥

What's your favorite type of flower?

Tulips

Ask me anything

Print Screen your iPhone

To do a print screen (screenshot), hold down the power button, tap on the home button, and let go both buttons.
That's it... You should hear the sound of a picture being taken. Just tap on the Photos app, and you'll find the print screen under the Camera Roll.

Intimacy and Solidarity vs. Isolation

Human beings are funny. They long to be with people they love but refuse to admit it openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized or even worse, returned. But one thing about human beings that puzzles me the most is their object of affection even if it kills them slowly within.

Were you a Michael Jackson fan?

No

Ask me anything

If you could only listen to one song for the next month, which would it be?

That Time of Year Lyrics

Ask me anything

Sinong pipiliin mo kapag naging Bioman tayo? wag si Blue 3 ako un eh!

Pink 5

Ask me anything

What was your favorite movie as a child?

Disney Movies

Ask me anything

What was the best advice you've ever received?

“Empty your cup so that it will be filled.”

Ask me anything

If you could master one skill what would it be?

washing dishes?

Ask me anything

What's your favorite drink?

mango shake

Ask me anything

hug me, I'm cold

I hope that someday someone want to hold your hand for minutes straight. And that’s all they do. They don’t pull away, they don’t look at your face, they don’t kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without any ounce of selfishness in it

anorexic

I'm so tired of being FAT. I go through so much pain. Looking in the mirror and being unhappy every single day of my life kills me everyday. I feel that my weight gets in the way of everything that i go through on a daily basis. Going to a store and buying plus one of my regular size, from 40kg to 48kg, people staring at me, making fun of how big I am now, I hate it. I'm gonna change.. I constantly say it but it never ends up working. I just want to be skinny again.. :[

meant to be

Maybe I was meant for the heartbreak. Maybe it was written in my blood, my fate to be broken, fragile and vulnerable. I wouldn’t want to think that I made the wrong decision, but being alone seems the perfect way to survive right now. I don’t know, maybe because I’m just tired of all the hurting and the tears.

joke!

I don’t know why I’m such a cry baby when I’m already grown-up. Maybe all the pain and hurt bottled up inside me that’s why I’m so vulnerable and the simplest things could hurt me. Maybe that’s the case or maybe not. Too bad for me, I never learned my lesson. :\

Closure?

A nonsense term or not?
I don’t really know.

But I’m feeling like this empty space, this feeling in my gut is caused by a lack of closure and not knowing or understanding why - truly why.


They say after three days things start to get better and you learn to survive.
All I have to do is make it through today.

FEARLESS

To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing them. It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright…That’sFEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.

– Taylor Swift

If It’s Love - Train

If It’s Love - Train

Pick-Me-Up Song of The Day!

Took a loan on a house I own
Can’t be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
‘cause it’s poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
‘cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

goodbye to love

Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by,
And all I know of love is how to live without it,
I just can’t seem to find it.


So I’ve made my mind up,
I must live my life alone
And though it’s not the easy way,


I guess I’ve always known
I’d say goodbye to love.

cheater

So, you've found someone else? Tell me, have you promised her forever yet? Have you promised her forever only to break it afterwards? You know, like what you did to me?!

Instruction

Little Instruction:


You may find your partner boring so you will try to look for someone else. Someone new, someone better. Then you got a new partner and you realized that the old partner you thought was boring is the best you ever had. What’s the instruction? Love the imperfections.

friendship

Are you tired of all those sissy friendship quotes that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here’s a series of promises that really speak of true friendship. When you’re sad, I’ll help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry loser who made you sad. When you’re blue, I’ll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile, I’ll know you just got laid and when you’re scared, I’ll rag on you about it every freaking chance I get. :D

LSS: NCIS season 6

That Time of Year Lyrics - Sick Puppies

Another year
has come and gone again
look around
and think where have you been
trace the lines
on your face tonight
and don't forget
that this will pass in time

It's cold out this morning
you should be getting into bed
can't believe its that time
of year again
Curled up tight
a darker shade of white
thinking back could be
here for a while
Its cold out this morning
and it's getting harder to pretend
can't believe it's that
time of year again

Can you believe the life you led?
did you achieve the goals you set?
did you lose your mind?
now and then

Is there a reason you won't mend?
it is a season that won't end
can't believe its that
time of year again

Another year
has come and gone again
look around
and wonder what happened

It's cold out this morning
you should be getting into bed
can't believe its that time
of year again

We're fresh out of warnings
maybe it's time you called a friend
forget that it's that time
of year again
Forget that it's that time
of year again

Enlightened Me . . :]

Something to think about:


If price and worth have basically the same meaning, then why are priceless and worthless total opposites?

Forget

I never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on" from a relationship. Its not like you are really going to "move on" you are just trying to tell your heart "stop thinking" about that person every second every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don't notice it anymore.

move on

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating you which I know I should... but I can't. I shouldn't have waited for you and just move on..

Enlightened Me.. :]

Something to ponder on:


Forgiveness is a promise, not a feeling. When you forgive other people, you’re making a promise not to use their past sin against them.

Is this True?

sometimes it's better to push someone away, not because you stopped loving that someone but because you have to shield yourself from PAIN

I am learning

For years I kept a sign in my room that helped me maintain the right perspective concerning yesterday. It simply said, “Yesterday Ended Last Night.” It reminded me that no matter how badly I might have failed in the past, it’s done and today is a new day to make things better.

truth about US? oh no..!

The truth about girls; we act like we're cold so you'll hold us. Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art. The word "bitch" doesn't mean much to us. When we say we're fine, we're usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We're never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it. We're confusing, and you'll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we're beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do. We'll mess with your head. If we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you'll be all wrong.

LSS again! Fall For You

There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart

Well I can visualize the pieces of a dream
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, It's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too

Me too, me too
I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Cause I want this thing to work not fall apart
So I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure

I have every expectation that it's true
Cause my heart won't lie to me much less to you
But if truth be told its you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny, whoa no, no, no

To the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to the sea
To the heavens up above
I pray to God our destiny is love

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly, and spread my wings
Don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live, and take a chance
I'm not afraid, to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too
And I want you to fall for me too
Me too, me too, me too, fall for me too

churi... ;-)

that perfectly skinny girls think they that are fat, and need to lose weight, when they clearly don’t? They make me feel like an elephant. I swear. I’m much bigger than them, and yet they called themselves fat. If they’re fat, what does that make me? :/


- ok cge hindi na ako mataba -

watch me

Are you just going to stand there and watch me burn? That’s alright because I like the way it hurts. Are you just going to stand there and hear me cry? That’s alright because I love the way you lie.

blocked

so lahat naka blocked na? nababawasan na kaligayahan namin.. :[ kanina nabbuksan pa now restricted na? hanep!

i miss you facebook and multiply...

weird

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait?

My relationship isn’t anywhere near perfect, but I have a lot of pet peeves about relationships.

I hate when couples are alone at dinner and sit in the same side of the booth.

I hate when they throw around the word “love” after a week, or a month.

I hate when they throw around “in love” even more.

I like couples with huge age gaps.

I like when people date outside of their race.

I like it when couples managed their long distance relationship.

I hate it when couples were no longer sweet with each other.

anxiety and paranoia

Lately I’ve been having huge anxiety and paranoia.
It’s like I make myself distant away from everyone. It’s almost as if I’m scared to be around people.

As weird as it sounds I’m scared to be around people because I worry about everything I do and say around them. The more and more I’m around people, the more I start to become suspicious. The more I question; Can I trust them? Do they really love me like they “claim” they do? Do they take advantage of my niceness? Do they secretly hate me and I don’t know of it?

My mother told me that if your “close” friend talks to you about other people and treats others in a nasty way, then more than likely they’re going to talk about you and talk to you in a nasty way.

I’m just weird period. :]

a GUY

I just need someone, someone to just listen to me. I want to yell and scream and be mad and then I want someone to be there to give me a big hug. I want someone to tell me it will be okay. And yes, I want it to be a guy. And I want that guy to be able to hang out with me and not want to kiss me. I want him to just want to hold me; no kissing, no sex. I want a guy to want simplicity.

Confession #1: You don’t know how i feel.

i keep things bottled up inside and i rarely let you know my true feelings right when i feel them. When i’m devastated, i put on a happy face and no one ever knows. I hide my problems until they explode and the world comes crashing down on me. The happy me, is only truly happy some of the time. sometimes its just a show, but what am i gonna do? wear my heart on my sleeve? i don’t think so, i don’t need your pity.

people

Sometimes, people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone else. They feel like life is caving in on them and they want to just go somewhere else and not feel anything at all. And I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.

Forbidden Love

I once loved one man, he took my only heart
and right there in front of me, he ripped it apart
I know he didn’t mean to, and the fault is mine to blame
but the guilt and pain remains all the same
but now I understand, why he ran away
now I understand why he didn’t stay
he was afraid to love, and afraid to take a chance
he was afraid to leave and make another stance
he was afraid to make his mark on societies wall
he was afraid to take a leap, as he could fall
he would have rather stayed inside that rotting jail
he rather stay with society, even though I paid bail
he made his mind and stayed with society
even though he had his chance to be free
so now as I sit outside societies dream
I linger like a nightmare, making people scream
they say its just a phase, that I’ll get over it soon
they say its a disease, like the werewolf and the moon
but deep down in my heart, I know it isn’t so
because I have to be strong, so I can show
people like the one man who threw me in a bin
that no matter how hard they try, we will never give in!
cause what’s the point of hurting us? so we can feel bad?
so we can understand what its like to be sad?
well we already know just how it feels
cause it is so hard for us to reveal
that we like the same sex, and who really gives a damn?
goes in the end we all still go all cold and clam
so who cares if I’m gay! I am proud to be
because in my world I take it as a victory
that I can make a choice and stand from the rest
be an individual and try my best
and kids at school may laugh at me and call nasty names
but you know what? it doesn’t matter its all a game!
cause later on in life they will suddenly see
that the reason I was gay, was because it was me
so go on a call out names and raise your heads so high
but remember who I am, just before you die
remember that I was strong and managed to pull through
and remember that if I can do it, then so can you
so today I stand and say that I am proud to be gay
and if I had a choice… I’d have it no other way!
LOVE it...
 
 
by Keith Ian Maguad

LSS: SET THE FIRE TO THE THIRD BAR

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths Jobby that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

just wonderin'

Sometimes I wonder if anything’s absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it, ‘cos we’re faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.

Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

beach!

Ask me anything

Song of the Day "Breakeven – The Script"

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryn to a make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Dumbass

Dear _____,


Lately, you're getting in my nerves. Everything you say irritates me. If  I did make any rude comments, you deserve it.


And honestly, use your common sense. Dumbass!


 yours truly,


_____

Alert, Alert, Alert!

talking shit is not attractive.


- kala mo ganda mo noh! peace! wink! -

do you love your partner?

of course! ♥

Ask me anything

pain

Trust me, I know. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it’s like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad that it makes you just want to forget everything. I know how it feels when you want to cry and you struggle to stay strong. When all you want to do is be alone. When everything in your perfect world disappears and when you can’t stop thinking about that one thing that started it all.

Again and Again!

The bitchy talk, the jealous stare. The funniest part ; Do you actually think I care?

♥

sweetness

I’m not the best person to fall in love with. I get jealous easily, I have a lot of insecurities, I overanalyze, I push you to the edge, I get hurt when I’m not supposed to, I always put up unnecessary fights.. But regardless of that, you have to know you still have reasons to hold on. You must know that you are cherished, treasured, and always thought of every minute of everyday. That you are the most important person to someone who may not be that special, but you thought otherwise. I may not be the best, but I will make up for it by loving you more than anyone can and ever will. Thank you for staying…

I really like this..

What did you eat for breakfast today?

fish and veggies

Ask me anything

If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

chocolates!

Ask me anything

If you could be a star athlete in any sport, which sport would you pick?

Tennis?

Ask me anything

a KISS

Have you ever lost yourself in a kiss? I mean pure psychedelic inebriation. Not just lustful petting but transcendental metamorphosis when you became aware that the greatness of this being was breathing into you. Licking the sides and corners of your mouth, like sealing a thousand fleshy envelopes filled with the essence of your passionate being and then opened by the same mouth and delivered back to you, over and over again – the first kiss of the rest of your life. A kiss that confirms that the universe is aligned, that the world’s greatest resource is love, and maybe even that God is a woman. With or without a belief in God, all kisses are metaphors decipherable by allocations of time, circumstance, and understanding.

Men hate to cry

Men hate to cry, they rarely ever do. But when a man cries over you, you know he loves you. Because men only cry when they lost something or are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than themselves...

What was the weirdest gift you ever received?

nothin'

Ask me anything

Cats or Dogs?

dogs of course!

Ask me anything

Do you believe in ghosts?

NO

Ask me anything

What's one food you'll never eat again?

betamax.. ewwwww

Ask me anything

If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

Oprah

Ask me anything

11 Things Guys Don’t Understand About Women

“Why, oh, why, can’t you create a single, central location for your hair ties and bobby pins?!? And why is there one on the handle of the microwave?”
“Why are women so afraid of bugs but can regularly pour hot wax on their bodies and rip hair out by its roots?”


“Girls and drama! My God, it’s like an episode of Dawson’s Creek!He said, she said…it goes on and on for years. Do you ever get over an argument?”


“I am confused enough about why the onslaught of hormones every month, like clockwork, still takes me by surprise (the next day when she gets her period, I’m like, Oh! We got into a fight because she was hormonal!), but why does that fact take her by surprise? Shouldn’t she kind of realize it and be like, ‘Don’t listen to me—I’m hormonal’?”


“I don’t get why getting married so soon is so important to most women. Is love not enough?”


“Why all the shoes? Really, my sister has suitcases full of shoes that I’ve thrown aside more often than she’s even seen them. It boggles the mind!”


“I don’t understand their attitudes! Everything is good for, like, the first three months, but after that, it’s a whole different ball game!”


“I don’t get why girls say one thing and mean something different. Like when they say, ‘You can watch the game,’ and then when you do, you get in trouble.”


“What I don’t understand is why girls really, really, really want that nice guy, but once they find one, they can’t date him because now they need a jerk.”


“Why do girls not like other girls when they first meet them? It’s as if they have to prove themselves to each other before they’ll consider them acceptable to hang out with.”


“I don’t understand why women can’t just speak more directly. They always want you to do something, but they don’t put it in words. Instead, they talk around the issue. I wish they were more up front and just said it!”


These are guys comments about women. SO, do you agree with ‘em?

Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?

the ability to FLY...

Ask me anything

If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

Paramore's concert again!

Ask me anything

Globe SUPERSURF

(Now ko lang to nalaman. Nakakahiya, hindi ako updated! Globe Subsciber pa naman ako..)

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Sorry, I’m allergic to bullshit.

Don't ask for my opinion and get mad when I tell you the truth.

What's your favorite city?

my place.. :)

Ask me anything

What's your biggest phobia?

Arachnophobia

Ask me anything

Are you a morning or night person?

night person..lol

Ask me anything

Trapped?

Waiting is a trap. There will always be a reason to wait. The truth is... There are only two things in life, reasons and excuses. Reasons simply don't count.

Did you know that www.mytvy.com was voted as the best website to watch tv shows online?

I am not aware..

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Mimay's Despidida / get together

reunion sana kaso ang dami hindi na nakarating... Reunion dapat sa Quezon or Laiya but we just ended at Binan.. oops! I know late ko 5pm usapan 7pm n ako nagising!! Si Lawrence FULL HOUSE daw kahit 6 lang dw ang beds sa ICU.. si Rose Ann na late na 11pm na nakpag paalam kaya hindi na pinayagan, si April na complicated ang status.. si James na hindi na nakasunod.. Gene and Cez didn't make it as well.. (can't remember the reason) Kaye taking care of her baby.. Shamz, tired from her child's party.. Ghed nalalayuan sa place.. Hindi man kumpleto ang tropa masaya prin.. We played Pinoy Henyo.. wala na nakahula nung last ahaha (pintura and garden gnome) pambihira mga terms, may alulod, swan sa fountain na hindi ko makita, pisi (o san ka pa!) at ang best seller.. PEBBLES..! may videos din sa pool, sa slide and while singing.. miss you guys.. Mimay June 5 ang lapit na.. OMG!

hay, next time ko na dadagdagan with pics.. sobrang pagod na ako at kakauwi ko lang..

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Happy Birthday Mom

 Another Year

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

Happy Happy Birthday! :)